Reliving My One And Only Valentine

This day 20 years ago a man entered my apartment and R me. I was a 36 year old single never married virgin woman that day. I had never experienced physical love. Who he is I have no idea, I would not recognize him if he sat in front of me. It was dark and he didn't waste time. It was over before it started.

Every Valentine's Day I have a little memory party for myself. I undress for the party, lay in my bed and pretend that he comes in. I have a favorite toy that I acquired many years ago on a trip to Seattle. I day dream about it, and with the help of my toy I manage a series of orgasms. That is what I will do today. No cards, no flowers. I will fuck myself as many times as a I can.