Is It Wrong?

Is it wrong that I still like having my uncle sneak into my room late at night and use me for his sexual gratification? Is it wrong that I have been getting off on it since I was ten years old. Is it wrong to be proud that I have been able to take his 8 inches all the way down my throat since I was 11? Is it wrong that my only regrets are that he didn't start sooner and doesn't come to visit nearly often enough? I know what he did was wrong. But is it wrong that I loved everything he has done to me? I often pretend I hate him in front of other family members. I call him all kinds of mean and nasty names and some times I got punished for it. I get lectures from my parents about being nice to my uncle as he always buys us stuff, not just for me but the whole family. But I pretend I don't care and don't like him at all. Secretly I am in love with him and desperately miss him when he is away for more than a day at a time. He lives the next town over and most of the time when I tell my mom I'm at a friend's house for an over night I'm with him at his house getting my self fucked like crazy.

Mostly I want to know if it is wrong that I have been off birth control for over a year and am now 3 months pregnant and my uncle is the only man to ever fuck me so yes, he's the father. I'm going to tell my parents a boy from one of my college classes fucked me but I'm going to tell my uncle it's his. I now he will be excited, he has always wanted kids.