Bi-Sexual Male / 32
Secret Exposed
Disclaimer: I posted this before but I just felt like writing it again.
I have lived a "straight" life for 32 years. I have been in a couple long term relationships with women. I have never revealed to anyone that I have a kink that resembles bi sexuality and borders on gay. My GF and I have lived together for 6 years and have a normal sex life. The kinkiest we get is 69ing, a little dress up, and watching porn. In contrast to the reality of out sex life, I have fantasies about depraved and disgusting things. And I've acted on the fantasies by frequenting escorts.
Now when I say I'm not gay, I mean that I'm not attracted to guys at all. But the thought of cock and cum turn me on so much. Getting fucked in the ass is on my mind all the time. I like the idea of trans girls because I can get the cock i want from the female I'm attracted to. But getting fucked by a girl wearing a strap-on is nice too. I like to get fucked like a real slut. I can't tell you how badly I want to be in dirty porn films. Getting used and thrown around and cummed on. All of these thoughts had only been shared between me and sex-workers up until recently.
I had dildos hiding in out apartment. I've since thrown them out. A couple times during covid I thought that I would go online with an escort and act out a filthy scenario. I ended up connecting with a juicy latin chic. I had scene her once before in the summer when covid levels were low. During that meeting she tickled my balls while I was bent doggy-style, she put a small butt-plug in my ass and a came right away. I'm always paranoid about black-mail but this chick seemed cool enough.
I set up an online session with her. I put on some black thigh-high stockings with red lace around the top. I wore a red plaid button-up tied up in the middle and a short plaid micro-skirt. I put on a bit of red lipstick and holy shit did I look fuckable lol. I got out 2 dildos. One was about 10 inches which is usually a size I have to work up to. The other about 7 and very realistic, with great feeling balls. The icing on the cake was the fake batch of cum that I made. It was water mixed with cornstarch and a bit of yogurt and a dash of salt to taste. I decided I was really going all out with this one.
We met up online and I had 2 videos recording. One was a screen recording and another my laptop camera, the idea was to get audio and video. One of the reasons for the video was to have a recording of our actual session incase she wanted to manipulate the footage and extort me. The other was to have footage I may want to revisit and jerk off to. When she appeared on camera, she was naked and had in front of her the same selection of dildos I had seen when we met in person. She asked me which one I wanted her to use. I chose the little black butt-plug. She seemed surprised that I went for the little one rather than the bigger and more realistic ones. The reason I chose that one was because that was the one she put in me when I cummed so prematurely. The thought of something that had once been in my ass and now it being in her pussy turned me on. I posed in several slutty ways for her and danced a little while groping my body. I told her about how I needed to be a slut for her, that I needed to be fucked like a whore, I wasn't holding anything back.
I suctioned the larger cock to a wooden chair and drizzled the fake cum on it like a cupcake. I started to lick it from the balls and up the shaft to the top where I took it as far into my throat as I could. I repeated this process over and over, each time I would gag and cum would spray and drip out of me. I would gobble it all up and spit it on the cock only to drink it up again. I got so horny that I begged her to let me fuck my asshole. I bent over and shoved the smaller cock in my ass while I pleaded to be used as a fuck slave. A few phrases that I've heard in porn over the years have stuck with me and I used them in this session. "Ya? You're just gonna fuck my ass huh?" is one of them, and "Oh ya baby, pump those fucking cocks in and out of me". By the time I cummed I was a fucking mess of fake cum, lube, and spit. I had sucked my ass dildo and told her that I wanted to drink cum from her asshole with a straw. It was a pretty fucking filthy session to be sure. I cleaned up and said my good-bye and hid the video in a few folders on the laptop.
About 2 weeks later I was at work texting with my GF when she suddenly called me. She wasn't saying much so I thought maybe she was bored and just wanted to talk about something. Then she just said "I feel sick". After trying to get her to be more specific she finally said words that made it feel like all the blood in my body was drained at once. "I was looking for my resume on the computer, and I saw a video that made me feel sick".
If you want to hear anymore filthy exploits let me know, I have a lot lol.
If you are interested in which porn those particular lines were in:
The first is Kelly Devine in "The Slut Mother" about 16 minutes in when she's first bent over the table.
I can't seem to find the other one but When I sued to watch it, I would just type "girl loves DP" in google but I think it may be hard to find now.
Take Care.
I have lived a "straight" life for 32 years. I have been in a couple long term relationships with women. I have never revealed to anyone that I have a kink that resembles bi sexuality and borders on gay. My GF and I have lived together for 6 years and have a normal sex life. The kinkiest we get is 69ing, a little dress up, and watching porn. In contrast to the reality of out sex life, I have fantasies about depraved and disgusting things. And I've acted on the fantasies by frequenting escorts.
Now when I say I'm not gay, I mean that I'm not attracted to guys at all. But the thought of cock and cum turn me on so much. Getting fucked in the ass is on my mind all the time. I like the idea of trans girls because I can get the cock i want from the female I'm attracted to. But getting fucked by a girl wearing a strap-on is nice too. I like to get fucked like a real slut. I can't tell you how badly I want to be in dirty porn films. Getting used and thrown around and cummed on. All of these thoughts had only been shared between me and sex-workers up until recently.
I had dildos hiding in out apartment. I've since thrown them out. A couple times during covid I thought that I would go online with an escort and act out a filthy scenario. I ended up connecting with a juicy latin chic. I had scene her once before in the summer when covid levels were low. During that meeting she tickled my balls while I was bent doggy-style, she put a small butt-plug in my ass and a came right away. I'm always paranoid about black-mail but this chick seemed cool enough.
I set up an online session with her. I put on some black thigh-high stockings with red lace around the top. I wore a red plaid button-up tied up in the middle and a short plaid micro-skirt. I put on a bit of red lipstick and holy shit did I look fuckable lol. I got out 2 dildos. One was about 10 inches which is usually a size I have to work up to. The other about 7 and very realistic, with great feeling balls. The icing on the cake was the fake batch of cum that I made. It was water mixed with cornstarch and a bit of yogurt and a dash of salt to taste. I decided I was really going all out with this one.
We met up online and I had 2 videos recording. One was a screen recording and another my laptop camera, the idea was to get audio and video. One of the reasons for the video was to have a recording of our actual session incase she wanted to manipulate the footage and extort me. The other was to have footage I may want to revisit and jerk off to. When she appeared on camera, she was naked and had in front of her the same selection of dildos I had seen when we met in person. She asked me which one I wanted her to use. I chose the little black butt-plug. She seemed surprised that I went for the little one rather than the bigger and more realistic ones. The reason I chose that one was because that was the one she put in me when I cummed so prematurely. The thought of something that had once been in my ass and now it being in her pussy turned me on. I posed in several slutty ways for her and danced a little while groping my body. I told her about how I needed to be a slut for her, that I needed to be fucked like a whore, I wasn't holding anything back.
I suctioned the larger cock to a wooden chair and drizzled the fake cum on it like a cupcake. I started to lick it from the balls and up the shaft to the top where I took it as far into my throat as I could. I repeated this process over and over, each time I would gag and cum would spray and drip out of me. I would gobble it all up and spit it on the cock only to drink it up again. I got so horny that I begged her to let me fuck my asshole. I bent over and shoved the smaller cock in my ass while I pleaded to be used as a fuck slave. A few phrases that I've heard in porn over the years have stuck with me and I used them in this session. "Ya? You're just gonna fuck my ass huh?" is one of them, and "Oh ya baby, pump those fucking cocks in and out of me". By the time I cummed I was a fucking mess of fake cum, lube, and spit. I had sucked my ass dildo and told her that I wanted to drink cum from her asshole with a straw. It was a pretty fucking filthy session to be sure. I cleaned up and said my good-bye and hid the video in a few folders on the laptop.
About 2 weeks later I was at work texting with my GF when she suddenly called me. She wasn't saying much so I thought maybe she was bored and just wanted to talk about something. Then she just said "I feel sick". After trying to get her to be more specific she finally said words that made it feel like all the blood in my body was drained at once. "I was looking for my resume on the computer, and I saw a video that made me feel sick".
If you want to hear anymore filthy exploits let me know, I have a lot lol.
If you are interested in which porn those particular lines were in:
The first is Kelly Devine in "The Slut Mother" about 16 minutes in when she's first bent over the table.
I can't seem to find the other one but When I sued to watch it, I would just type "girl loves DP" in google but I think it may be hard to find now.
Take Care.
