I've Discovered Something I Like

In my midforties I was on a business trip to Europe and I sat beside a man on the plane and we had a long conversation. As it happens he was staying at the same hotel I was staying at and we agreed to get dinner together that night. I went to my afternoon meeting, showered and took a nap and as agreed met him in the lobby at 7:30 and walked a couple of blocks to an Italian restaurant recommended by the concierge.

As with the time on the plane, the conversation was good and we had a bottle of wine between us and when we returned to the hotel he invited me to his room for a Brandy, which he said he always brought along. A drink to far and he had me sucking his cock and he was sucking mine. A confirmed and experienced gay man he kissed me on the mouth, rubbed his cock between my cheeks but I refused to let him fuck me. We did kiss, sucked cock, jerked off together. After I returned to my room I was left with the unknown, the desire for him to have fucked me.

I had my meetings the next day and a flight in the afternoon to my next city and we never did hook up again. Ten years later my wife's mother has hip surgery and she goes out of town. After a couple of days of eating what she left for me I head down on Saturday noon for a lunch at this grill and sit at the counter and order a steak. A man comes in and takes his place beside me and starts a conversation. We talk about cars, he tells me he has a restored Corvette and if I want to see it. After lunch we leave together, he shows me the Corvette and wants to know, seeing as I was alone that night, if I wanted to come to the Corvette club get together that night.

I thought about it a lot, but I headed down around 7:30 again and I found him sitting beside his car as enthusiast walked by and asked questions. He got out another lawn chair and a beer and we sat there until nine that evening. He suggested we go down to this watering hole he liked and get something to eat. It was a gay hangout, not so much a bar. Lots of dark corners, men hanging out at the bar. We find a booth and order a couple of beers and he starts to touch my hand as we talk. He leans forward and asks me if I like to suck cock.

I hesitated in my answer, before I can even speak he whispers that he knew the moment he met me that I was a cock sucker, he admitted that he was one too and he would really like to give my cock the attention it needed. After finishing our dinner he drives me to his place and we go upstairs to his bedroom and he sucks my cock and has me suck his cock. I want to kiss really bad so he kisses me and tells me I'm going to enjoy my first fuck. This time I didn't shy away, I let him, he fucked me on my back, looking into my eyes and I enjoyed it in a way that is hard to describe.

I don't have a reason to go home so I spend the night, the next day we get in his large shower and I suck him there and he asks me to turn around and put my hands on the wall and under the hot spray of the shower he fucks me against the wall. It became an obsession, I saw him often after that, sucked his cock often, and he fucked me often. My wife got the story that I had gotten an interest in restored cars. The affair lasted for over a year, and then it broke off. Still friends, but the heat was off and he went his own way and so did I.

I'm semi retired now. I have lawnkeeper who comes around once a week. He is a 50 year old Honduran. He is open to having his cock sucked, to having his ass fucked, he likes to kiss and so do I. We make out a lot, suck cock a lot and I fuck him a lot. I would like to get fucked but he sticks his ass end out first and the most I get is from him is to fuck me with a dildo I bought. I like kissing with him a lot, he has soft sweet lips. It is a lot like kissing with a woman, except when you get your hand down you grab a hard cock. It's fine, at least I can get hard enough to fuck him the way he likes. I've bought him panties which he likes to wear for me, he likes being a woman when we have sex, it's better than fucking with my wife, I like his hard cock. I like sucking his cock and having him cum in my mouth.