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When I Was A Kid
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Bi-Sexual Male / 23
My 3rd Grade Teacher Gave Me A Sex Addiction And I May Be A Dad?
I transferred to catholic school in third grade. My teacher was a late 30's something redhead with amazing lips. She took a liking to me very quickly. After a little while she would start to keep me in at recess like once a week or so. She wouldn't do anything too sexual at first, but after a week or so she would start unbuttoning her shirt (she never wore a bra so I could see everything) brushing up on my shoulder, putting her hand on my thigh, etc. I thought I was the luckiest kid in the class at the time not realizing I was totally being groomed.. (not like I actually care, I'm not mad)
One day several weeks in she was leaning over, both her tits in perfect view. Naturally I get a massive boner from the sight. I am pretty certain at this point I am good at hiding my boners from her given I have been hiding multiple from her basically every day now. Well about a minute in I hear her say "Oh dear!" in a disappointed sounding voice and the head of my penis was being pinched in between her fingers. At this point I'm not thinking about the fact that she is touching my dick because I'm too afraid of the trouble I think I'm about to be in. She pretends to realize I have been looking at her tits. She pinches the head of my dick harder and tells me I am too young to be feeling feelings of lust, she then told me most kids don't learn this yet but since it was clear I was an early bloomer so she was going to teach me about "love and adult relationships" and she told me to take off my pants so she could teach me about what I was feeling. So to make a long story at this point much shorter this is basically what she did in a nutshell, She would give me hand jobs and make me finger her under the guides we were learning about the biology and anatomy of each genders genitals, I played with her tits under a similar lead. This new arrangement went on for a couple more weeks.
Once it became clear to us we were both obviously doing this for our own enjoyment it became just about having sex. Once or twice a week I would skip recess and just straight up drill her for the 20 minutes of recess.
She carried over as our 4th grade teacher and our operation was the same that year. Fifth grade was when things got extra spicy though. I wasn't in her class anymore so we would screw after school. We had more time this way because I could just tell my mom I was getting tutoring and buy as much time as I wanted. This was also the year my body started to develop semen.... This is where the real sauce starts flowing... if you will... At first she was scared by this, and I could only have sex with her at specific times of the month going forward... I thought this was effective enough birth control because I trusted her, I don't know if it was a religious reason I was never given a condom or anything or if it was just stupidity but..... At the end of the year she told me she was moving to Arizona.
Flash to the beginning of 6th grade, It comes out she was let go for having a kid out of wedlock which violated her contract. I don't know if the kid was mine, I have no actual definitive reason to totally believe it is but he does have wavy brown hair and green eyes like I do.
The thought of her and that kid fucking ruined me as a kid (and still now), I have basically grown up assuming I'm a father and as I get older the thought of that possibility turns me on more and more until now it consumes me damn near uncontrollably. I hope I got her pregnant so bad, sex has basically turned into my only means of dopamine production at this point. Every girl I screw I pretend is going to have my baby. I live off the feeling. I have been completely destroyed as a person because of this but I love it so much and I honestly wouldn't change any of it.
One day several weeks in she was leaning over, both her tits in perfect view. Naturally I get a massive boner from the sight. I am pretty certain at this point I am good at hiding my boners from her given I have been hiding multiple from her basically every day now. Well about a minute in I hear her say "Oh dear!" in a disappointed sounding voice and the head of my penis was being pinched in between her fingers. At this point I'm not thinking about the fact that she is touching my dick because I'm too afraid of the trouble I think I'm about to be in. She pretends to realize I have been looking at her tits. She pinches the head of my dick harder and tells me I am too young to be feeling feelings of lust, she then told me most kids don't learn this yet but since it was clear I was an early bloomer so she was going to teach me about "love and adult relationships" and she told me to take off my pants so she could teach me about what I was feeling. So to make a long story at this point much shorter this is basically what she did in a nutshell, She would give me hand jobs and make me finger her under the guides we were learning about the biology and anatomy of each genders genitals, I played with her tits under a similar lead. This new arrangement went on for a couple more weeks.
Once it became clear to us we were both obviously doing this for our own enjoyment it became just about having sex. Once or twice a week I would skip recess and just straight up drill her for the 20 minutes of recess.
She carried over as our 4th grade teacher and our operation was the same that year. Fifth grade was when things got extra spicy though. I wasn't in her class anymore so we would screw after school. We had more time this way because I could just tell my mom I was getting tutoring and buy as much time as I wanted. This was also the year my body started to develop semen.... This is where the real sauce starts flowing... if you will... At first she was scared by this, and I could only have sex with her at specific times of the month going forward... I thought this was effective enough birth control because I trusted her, I don't know if it was a religious reason I was never given a condom or anything or if it was just stupidity but..... At the end of the year she told me she was moving to Arizona.
Flash to the beginning of 6th grade, It comes out she was let go for having a kid out of wedlock which violated her contract. I don't know if the kid was mine, I have no actual definitive reason to totally believe it is but he does have wavy brown hair and green eyes like I do.
The thought of her and that kid fucking ruined me as a kid (and still now), I have basically grown up assuming I'm a father and as I get older the thought of that possibility turns me on more and more until now it consumes me damn near uncontrollably. I hope I got her pregnant so bad, sex has basically turned into my only means of dopamine production at this point. Every girl I screw I pretend is going to have my baby. I live off the feeling. I have been completely destroyed as a person because of this but I love it so much and I honestly wouldn't change any of it.
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