I get part of what was going on from the title of your confession, but why did you feel guilty? Was it because you were getting your dad to cheat on your mom? In all honesty, if he's like most men, when he's high and horny he'll fuck about anyone - the fact that it was you might have been icing on the cake if he's lusted for you since you grew tits.
Were your dad and his friend your first two? If so, which of them went first?
Did your dad pursue more opportunities to get you high and willing to fuck?
You say guilt but it doesn't sound like it wasn't mutual. Did you feel guilty at the time? Who made the first move?
And you said both? Does this mean they took turns, did they share? Was either of them too big?
And never again would anything like that? Does this mean sex with either of them? Together? Or perhaps something more?
I can see how this could have been one moment the hottest thing ever, the grossest, or both after enough time. Guess it's all in the detail.
How was it though? Like, actually? Bad or good enough to make that regret all the worse? And what else did it change?
