Straight Female / 43
Guy One To One Hundred
I like this site. I had read confessions on another site and found this one by accident. I like the posts about cheating or swinging wives because that who I identify with. True confessions or not there are some I recognize myself in. I wrote a very long, very post detailing how I became who I am sexually and for some reason it didn't post so I tried again and it didn't post so I'm just going to add my story to the rest without all the detail and attempts to be erotic.
I met my husband in high school, we married when I was 22 and I lost my virginity to him the day after our wedding, yes day after. We had done very little and were both inexperienced and pretty much stayed that way. Two kids, I'm 33 and he starts talking about swinging or more to the point me swinging. Me being with other men for sex. No way what I thought and we fought but it came back around again and again. He wanted to see me fuck other guys, the idea turned him on. Pushing me, asking if I thought about other guys, didn't I want to see what it would be like with other guys and the answer was yes to both questions but I couldn't stand the thought of him seeing or knowing, of being a cheater. It was like if it was 100 certain no one, including him, would ever know, then I would have been willing, even though never having been with anyone else I would have just to experience it then it would be over.
Three more years of his fantasy, him having me watch homemade videos of married women fucking other guys, hotwife videos where wives can fuck whoever they want just for fun and some interracial videos where white wives live out their black guy fantasies. I liked the porn and enjoyed the sex during and after but resisted.
Just turned 36 and here is the long part I am cutting out. I cheated with not one guy but three. I had opportunity with one I turned down over and over and one day I couldn't resist and I touched his dick, then sucked it. I didn't make him cum but I really enjoyed myself. Felt super guilty, started rationalizing and soon I'd convinced myself that my husband wanted me to fuck around so why not try, if it goes bad never say anything if it goes well, don't tell him but agree to fuck around for him.
I fucked the guy. I was a nervous wreck but holy shit and then I fucked the other two guys. They all worked together. For three weeks I sucked and fucked these three guys and I thought ok its over, never again. But I couldn't shake that itch between my legs and in the back of my head. The next time a guy hinted at sex, I gave right in and sucked him and fucked him. In a month I went from having only been with one guy for 36 years to having been with five and I wanted more. I wanted to be with as many guys as I could. I started thinking it through.
Asked my husband one night while watching some porn if he was serious about me fucking other people. he was, he offered to set it up and I said ok I would try it once "just for him." We met a nice guy, and I was in, he was in, we fucked, hubby watched and got off and ok that's it. But it wasn't. The guy wanted more and so did I and so did my husband and we met him six times to fuck. Round seven and at the last minute my husband announces he has to go out of town, tells me to have fun on my own. Encourages me to go wild. I did.
Instead of the usual hotel fuck, the guy took me to a sex party on Fri night and another one on Saturday. I fucked twelve men. I fucked my first black guy (three in fact) and I was so hooked. No way could I stop. In between hotel fucks with my friend and husband watching I fucked around like crazy. Hubby never knew still doesn't. It got to where my pussy was sore half the time. I've gone to a bunch of sex parties with different guys when my husband is away and I just love the attention and non-stop sex.
Hub started asking if I wanted to try other guys-yes please. He would set things up and he started letting me go on my own more and more and I was doing this and fucking guys on the side.
One night I ran through my head how many guys I'd been with. My husband was teasing me about having fucked my tenth guy. I nearly shit the number was so much higher. I ran through the memories and did the count and as far as I could figured I'd fucked my one hundredth guy about two years after I first cheated.
It's been just about six years and I'm well over 300 men I do not have an accurate count. If you add in guy's I've sucked along the way without fucking it's prob around 500 hundred. Six years ago I had only ever been with one guy. I have friends who talk about having fucked 20 or thirty guys and I'm officially still on number one but my number is climbing and climbing and truthfully I see no end in sight. My husband has bought into this lifestyle totally and supports me fucking whoever and whenever I want. I still hold back a lot of my encounters just because I still have that fear he will become disgusted with me and leave me over it but it's like an addiction. Once you have it this good how do you just stop?
Thanks for listening!
I met my husband in high school, we married when I was 22 and I lost my virginity to him the day after our wedding, yes day after. We had done very little and were both inexperienced and pretty much stayed that way. Two kids, I'm 33 and he starts talking about swinging or more to the point me swinging. Me being with other men for sex. No way what I thought and we fought but it came back around again and again. He wanted to see me fuck other guys, the idea turned him on. Pushing me, asking if I thought about other guys, didn't I want to see what it would be like with other guys and the answer was yes to both questions but I couldn't stand the thought of him seeing or knowing, of being a cheater. It was like if it was 100 certain no one, including him, would ever know, then I would have been willing, even though never having been with anyone else I would have just to experience it then it would be over.
Three more years of his fantasy, him having me watch homemade videos of married women fucking other guys, hotwife videos where wives can fuck whoever they want just for fun and some interracial videos where white wives live out their black guy fantasies. I liked the porn and enjoyed the sex during and after but resisted.
Just turned 36 and here is the long part I am cutting out. I cheated with not one guy but three. I had opportunity with one I turned down over and over and one day I couldn't resist and I touched his dick, then sucked it. I didn't make him cum but I really enjoyed myself. Felt super guilty, started rationalizing and soon I'd convinced myself that my husband wanted me to fuck around so why not try, if it goes bad never say anything if it goes well, don't tell him but agree to fuck around for him.
I fucked the guy. I was a nervous wreck but holy shit and then I fucked the other two guys. They all worked together. For three weeks I sucked and fucked these three guys and I thought ok its over, never again. But I couldn't shake that itch between my legs and in the back of my head. The next time a guy hinted at sex, I gave right in and sucked him and fucked him. In a month I went from having only been with one guy for 36 years to having been with five and I wanted more. I wanted to be with as many guys as I could. I started thinking it through.
Asked my husband one night while watching some porn if he was serious about me fucking other people. he was, he offered to set it up and I said ok I would try it once "just for him." We met a nice guy, and I was in, he was in, we fucked, hubby watched and got off and ok that's it. But it wasn't. The guy wanted more and so did I and so did my husband and we met him six times to fuck. Round seven and at the last minute my husband announces he has to go out of town, tells me to have fun on my own. Encourages me to go wild. I did.
Instead of the usual hotel fuck, the guy took me to a sex party on Fri night and another one on Saturday. I fucked twelve men. I fucked my first black guy (three in fact) and I was so hooked. No way could I stop. In between hotel fucks with my friend and husband watching I fucked around like crazy. Hubby never knew still doesn't. It got to where my pussy was sore half the time. I've gone to a bunch of sex parties with different guys when my husband is away and I just love the attention and non-stop sex.
Hub started asking if I wanted to try other guys-yes please. He would set things up and he started letting me go on my own more and more and I was doing this and fucking guys on the side.
One night I ran through my head how many guys I'd been with. My husband was teasing me about having fucked my tenth guy. I nearly shit the number was so much higher. I ran through the memories and did the count and as far as I could figured I'd fucked my one hundredth guy about two years after I first cheated.
It's been just about six years and I'm well over 300 men I do not have an accurate count. If you add in guy's I've sucked along the way without fucking it's prob around 500 hundred. Six years ago I had only ever been with one guy. I have friends who talk about having fucked 20 or thirty guys and I'm officially still on number one but my number is climbing and climbing and truthfully I see no end in sight. My husband has bought into this lifestyle totally and supports me fucking whoever and whenever I want. I still hold back a lot of my encounters just because I still have that fear he will become disgusted with me and leave me over it but it's like an addiction. Once you have it this good how do you just stop?
Thanks for listening!
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