Found My True Self

Only three men, the third I married at 21. Had children, now grown, he had only had me and one other girl, so his excuse for his affairs was that he was "playing catchup". He never said that he was sorry. I tried to do anything he wanted sexually, keep it interesting. I'd flash in public sometimes, let him spank me, use his belt on me, write things on me, even had sex in the same room with another couple in the other bed in our motel room. I gave him oral, cumming in my mouth and swallowed (i hate it but pretended to love it for him) and let him be the first one in my backside. He loved that and I spent a long time getting it more anally than vaginally. I kept myself in good shape for him mainly, I'm 5ft. 7in tall and still weight 117 after 2 kids who are now grown. Even my boobs don't sag as much as some women in the 30's.

All that wasn't enough for him to not leave for a 24 year old 2 years ago. So I started with a dating site and found someone who admittedly was only out for sex. I found it refreshing, and I enjoyed it. We had sex a lot, and during that same time I found others to get with. I was having sex with several different men, even two other women (didn't really like that as much as they did). Then I met this guy who was only 24, I was the older woman, a cougar but I enjoyed it and enjoyed his really big cock. It was by far the biggest I'd ever seen or been with. Through him I allowed him to get some friends together. It started with 5 guys taking turns over an evening. Then we did that several times, and I really liked it. I liked having sex with many different guys, but having them all at the same time was the best.

I've now done up to 14 guys over an entire weekend. I was very sore after that, but I can easily take up to 8 guys without getting so sore. After that 14 guy gangbang I was actually bruised on my vulva. I've also allowed my butt to be used during gangbangs. I enjoy the attention, enjoy having so many different cocks. I especially enjoy the individual men I meet who don't realized that I love gangbangs. I sent video to my ex, and he's wanting to come around again and have sex. I told him NO, I get all I want and ever dreamed of, and he's too small for me anymore, he'd probably not even feel it at all. That egg'd him on even more and I still say NO.

I love being a gangbang cougar whore. I've found my true sexual self.

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by Anonymous on Mar 3, 2021 at 11:49 AM

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by Anonymous on Mar 4, 2021 at 10:32 AM

I agree. I would love to see you in action. Better yet I would love to be some of that action.

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