Modeling

Like a lot of people I have had been hit with financial issues during Covid. I was working for a while but lost my job. During my college days I had a couple of short periods where I worked in a male strip club when ever I needed cash . I didn't go fully nude because it was required to keep your G-string on at all sides. Exposing my cock was not something I was willing to do so the G-string prevented that even though I was nearly nude and it left little to the imagination.

I answered some advertisements about modelling and even though the ad's didn't mention it they were wanting nudity. One I talked to asked what I was willing to do and said they could work with me. I went in to see the woman I talked to on the phone so she could get a look at me. I had to strip down and stripped to my underwear. Even though she said she would not be photographing me nude she still had to fully see my body. I was reluctant to take my underwear off but did. She looked me over and asked if I would reconsider modelling nude. I told her I didn't feel comfortable having my cock exposed and photographed. She asked how I felt with her seeing me fully nude. I told her a little over exposed. She told me she understood and that we could do shots avoiding my cock. She did point out posing fully nude paid a lot more than not. She mentioned I would get $200 for a fully nude shoot but only $50 otherwise. I tried to negotiate more money and was told it wasn't negotiable.

I accepted the $50 offer as it would still be a great help for me and posed for her. I was nude while she photographed me but she avoided taking pictures of my cock. My bare ass was photographed and my front too but my hands covered my cock. After we finished she told me we could do this twice a week and to come back in a few days so we could do another shoot which would mean another $50 in my pocket. It was about three weeks, and $350, later when she told me the client wanted fully nude shoots. She was very blunt and straight to the point stating that if I wasn't willing to do them that our association was finished. I really needed the money and asked about the cash and was told $250. I mentioned the fact it was $250 now which was $50 more than before. She told me it was and handed me a contract to look at with the requirements of the shoots. It detailed required poses and acts which stated I would be masturbating and cumming on camera. It also mentioned it would be a video and that they could take stills from the video. I told her I didn't know if I could do it and asked about other modelling. I was told all she had for me was what she offered and either I was willing to do it or I wasn't and if I wasn't there was nothing more to discuss.

I really needed the money and made the decision to do it. Exposing my cock to the camera for the first time was very nerve racking. That was taken to the next level when I began to do as the contract required. There I was performing in front of her and the camera and finally it cumming to a finish. I felt very used but did what I had to. She wanted me to come back in a few days to do another shoot which I did as I needed the money. I didn't feel as nervous as the first time but they added a task. They gave me a dildo and told me I was going to use it on another model which was a bit of a relief as at first I thought they wanted me to use it on myself. The other model walked in and it was a guy. I stuck the dildo in my mouth to lubricate it and then tried to put it in his asshole. It took some doing but I got it in there. There was touching going on between us and it didn't feel too bad. He then put me in a position where I was on all fours with my ass to the camera and he stroked my cock. I was getting more than a little aroused especially with a guy doing this to me and me being straight. Then I felt something try to make its way into my asshole. It was the dildo. I could feel it going in and at first it was tight and not going in far but soon I felt it going in further. It was feeling rather good but I was a little disappointed when he pulled it out. He then replaced it with something else which was the real thing. I wasn't expecting this and wasn't expecting it when I made no effort to stop him as it was feeling too good. I felt his cum fill my ass when he climaxed. I don't quite know what came over me but I put him on all fours and began fucking him. My cum filled his ass and I felt great. I had never been so turned on and was in heaven. I came back to earth when I heard the woman say that our video was so hot. I forgot that what we had done was all on video now. I cleaned up and got dressed and left.

The next day I contacted the woman and asked about not using the video. She told me it was going to be used and she said would give me $500 for what I did since it was so hot. I asked where this video was going to be shown and she gave me a website to go to and what to look for. I went there and all my other pictures and the video were there. It already had over a thousand views and comments. I didn't know what to do and just prayed no one I knew would see it. Even though I felt embarrassed about what I did I still continued the nude modelling as I needed the money.

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