Really Want It

So I'm a happy mwm but since working from home thanks to the pandemic I find myself watching much more porn than ever before. I love women and pussy and have never been attracted to men at all. Very disturbing but the fact remains that I get really hard watching the cocks that fuck those women and splash their hot cum loads all over and inside them.
Have this strong urge to get together with a guy and really pig out on his cock.
I want to lick and suck his massive low hanging hairy sweaty musky balls.
Want to lick his taint and his asscrack. Want to really tease and tongue his anus and make him dripping hard and take a good face fucking. Want to feel his dick throbbing on my tongue and drink his delicious salty sweet precum then get a mouthful of thick, creamy sperm.
Don't know if I can ever act on this urges but really get hard thinking of taking the cock.