Wife From Another Time

My old girlfriends admonish me for my lifestyle. I am this way, as is my mother and my 3 sisters also. My brothers and father were the men in the house and got everything first and were waited on "hand and foot" , as the saying goes. Our mother was at the total sexual whim and disposition of our fathers desires. She did anything he wanted, whenever he wanted. I remember her in the kitchen, we'd be preparing dinner, and he'd come home put his hand up her dress and rub her. She never turned him away, instead told us to watch over dinner until he was finished and she'd come back out. She was usually in a robe with nothing on underneath when she came back out. At night we'd hear them, sometimes we'd hear smacks and spanks, her begging him for more, we got to where we could tell when he wanted anal sex by her grunts and moans. She told us girls, actually taught us, that this is what you did for the man you married, for any man really that you gave yourself to. She was his, her body was his, was for his pleasure anytime, anyplace he wanted it.

That is the way I am with my husband, and my sisters are with their husbands. My body belongs to him, I am here to provide for his needs. If he wants to do it we do it, whatever "it" may be. He wanted me to be with another woman. I did it. I didn't put bisexual in my gender because I am straight, even though I've had sex on numerous occasions with other women. My sisters husband and my husband were best friends, they have had my sister and I have sex with each other and even swapped husbands for up to a week at a time. I was raised this way, I don't see the issues that my friends do. They talk about rights and power, I find that doing what my husband wants gives me a powerful, good feeling. I am here as his helper in our marriage, and my body - my sex holes are available for him anytime, anyplace he desires. My body is here for his pleasure (by the way, I have multiple orgasms whenever we have sex, or I have sex with others as he wishes). All I want is to keep him happy and pleased.

I know that doesn't fit with the modern woman scenario, and I applaud those who go out and do what they want and become powerful women. I choose this way to live though, I shouldn't be demeaned for it.