From Girl To Woman

Confessing to my first sexual intercourse. We were at a long weekend rental on Panama Beach. The kids were al in one rental, the parents and little ones in another. I was 13, in my nightgown watching TV after dinner on my stomach on the carpet. My 15 year old cousin got on my back and started by putting his hands around my chest and feeling up my tits under my gown. I tried bucking him off, but wasn't successful. His penis got hard and he had it in my butt crack. My thin panties and the gown were not enough to avoid feeling his penis as he humped back and forth. When he pushed my gown over my butt and pulled my panties down, I felt his penis pressing against my vagina. My legs were already opened, and his thrust was successful penetrating me to the hilt. I had stopped fighting, I pushed back against his penis, letting him slide in again and again. A bulb came on, his sister telling him not to cum in me, and he pulled out squirting on my back. He got off, I turned and got a look at his penis, still half erect, wet and red. I pulled my panties up and called him a perv and went to wipe off his semen all over my lower back. Witnesses included his sister, two other cousins and my younger brother.

You don't tell on family. No one told, to this day. Sometimes he kisses my mouth, when he does I kiss back. I'm his favorite, he has been my big brother all my life. I don't think you ever give up loving the 'man' you first had sex with.