First Time To Bottom

I had my first sex at 15. I fucked another 15 year old boy. That continued for a couple of years I would fuck him probably 10 or so times a year when we could get together and had the time away from prying parental eyes. I tried a couple of times for him to fuck me but it hurt and he had to stop. I offered to suck him but he didn't want that, instead he rolled over put the vaseline on his ass and some on the head of my cock. I knew what he wanted and I'd give it to him. The only times I sucked him was those two times to get him hard to try to fuck me. He only sucked me once, and not to completion, I shot off inside his ass.

At 17 I fucked my girlfriend of a couple of months. She'd been fucked by one guy before, sucked him but not to completion, I got her butt cherry a few years later. A few college girls later and I was married with kids. I traveled a lot on business and had a few affairs, and I did find it easier when gone a long time to find a guy with a willing mouth or ass. I sucked a few, but not to completion, instead finishing them off with my hand, usually after I'd fucked their asses.

At 34 I met a guy -R. He and I got along, and at his apartment one evening I starting putting two and two together and realized, even though he was divorced with a teenage daughter he was gay or bi. We got along really well, I didn't care about him being bi, and once a guy dropped by and when he came him he grabbed R by the crotch of his loose fitting gym shorts. It was obvious that he didn't have on underwear. I asked if I should leave and he said no. He took the other guy in the bedroom and came out telling me it wouldn't take long and I should wait.

Getting all the details after the guy left, thanking R, I found out that R gave him a blowjob. R went into the bathroom and came out smelling of listerine. His cock was standing at attention and I asked if they guy didn't take care of him. He hadn't, that's why he was so hard. I asked if he got hard just by giving a BJ and he said yes, he loved it, loved getting fucked and yet loved fucking and getting sucked too. I mentioned my experiences when 15, and taking the other boys butt cherry, but left out the seedy "road" stories. Saying there was nothing to hide anymore since I knew he was bi, he pulled off his tshirt and pulled down his shorts. He had not just a 9" long cock, but actually a beautiful cock. I literally wanted to suck it and I don't know why. It was perfect in my mind, 9" long about 1 and a half inches thick, maybe a bit more, and a perfect tube with a nice cut head. He pulled my zipper, I stood up and stripped then knelt in front of him. I let him feed me his cock, ending with my hand and his cum on my chest. He got down and I was lying on the floor, he licked his cum from my chest and took time to play with and suck my nipples. I felt incredible. Then he moved down to my 6inches and gave me a BJ that I only wish my wife could do.

After several encounters, I would fuck him, and he was really a good fuck too. He'd suck me and didn't care about reciprocation, though I did make sure he came usually with my hand still. I got my first load in my mouth when I sucked him completely one afternoon. I was on the floor, he on the couch with his crotch pushed to the end of the cushion. It was that way that I then inserted my cock and fucked him. He was talking hot and dirty, telling me he loved a married man fucking his pussy, making me his cumdump. He took my load inside him without a rubber and he didn't care. He always tried to get me to kiss him when I was fucking him but I just couldn't do it.

The next week my wife was out of town with the kids. I went to R and fucked him. Instead of blowing him I told him I wanted him to be my first, to fuck me. I was on the couch, he kneeling on the floor lubing my ass and his cock generously. He started very slowly, easing the head into me, I was in pain and he could see. He stopped. I took it inch by inch and he had about 4 inches of the 9 into me and I looked at him as he was stopped letting me get used to the intrusion. Staring into his eyes I hooked my legs behind his just-fucked butt and pulled him into me. All 9 inches in me with a startled exhale he was all the way in. I could feel his cock hair against my ass cheeks. I asked him to stay still as I squeezed my ass muscles against and around his cock. I found I could milk it from his base to the tip. He almost came at that, but held off. I stared into his eyes, and brought his hands to my nipples (now I was calling them tits) and he pinched and twisted them, I pulled his head to mine, kissed him and begged him to fuck me. He began gently rocking, then pulling in and out. More tit play, tit sucking, and kissing while I was being fucked. I remember thinking I was his woman for those few moments. I told him so. I was his piece of pussy, he was fucking my married pussy, he made me his fuckdoll. I let him cum in me, risky I knew, but I wanted the full experience. I wanted to feel him cum, I wanted to feel his cum leaking out of me, and see it in my underwear when I took them off.

I went back the next day and got fucked again. I came back that night and stayed the night. It was my first time (and second and third) in a bed that night and the next morning. I still see R and I fuck him, he fucks me, I suck him, he sucks me. I confess that even though I wanted to be his personal fuckdoll, I let him turn me out to 5 of his friends and him all in one night. I got banged (with rubbers) 10 times, got four loads in my mouth. R had me turn over, pull my cheeks apart and he placed all the filled rubbers on my ass, lower back and upper legs and took a picture with my gaping asshole on display. I am now a switch, and my wife says I'm a much better anal lover than before.