Giving In

This happened around 20 years ago and led to a newly discovered side of myself. I was an average guy around 30 and hitting the bars looking for babes to play with. Sometimes I got lucky and took a woman home and banged her. More often than not I struck out and went home to masturbate.

There was one bar near where I lived that I was most comfortable and familiar with. I went there every Friday and Saturday nights to listen to the music and try and get laid. After going there lost of times I noticed a guy around 10 years older than myself hanging around outside striking up conversations with men coming out. Occasionally I saw him go off with a guy. Eventually I realized he was a gay guy looking for horny guys to suck off, taking advantage of their horny drunken state if they struck out with the women. One of the regulars told me this cocksucker blew one of his buddies one night and is known to have blown a few more.

I never thought I would be one of these guys receiving head but one night after another frustrating Saturday night this gay guy chatted me up outside the door. I was fairly drunk but aware of what was going on. The guy was looking me up and down and obviously interested in what was in my pants.My inhibitions were down and I found myself accompanying him back to his place which was nearby. He was around 40 with short brown hair ,quite slim and a well groomed mustache kind of gay looking but not overly effeminate. In his apartment he soon had my pants off and was on his knees just inside the doorway. He sucked me greedily and wetly making sure I soon blew my load in his mouth.It felt good and I lay on his couch after to rest. I recall maybe an hour later he blew me again on the couch taking my second load. I left his place in a daze and wondered how I could ever go back to the bar after this.

A couple weeks later I went again to the bar and sure enough went home with him again. This time he took his time and blew me in his bed. We chatted after and he asked me if I would rather just go to his place in future for blowjobs as he loved sucking my 7 inch cock and he would love to just have a regular guy to please instead of hanging around the bar. I agreed hesitantly wondering what I was getting into. Over time I just ended up seeing him on weekends. The sex escalated to me fucking him as well. I found myself losing desire for women and found my orgasms with him were plenty satisfying. I began sucking his 6 inch cut cock as well and finding it pleasurable to drain his cock. After a year or so I moved in with him as we were having sex regularly anyway and we got along great. We are still together and I would never have predicted we would have stayed lovers all these years but it works for us.