Finding Out

A little over a year ago I had sort of a gay affair. It was with a guy that I knew at work. The two of us got along and were friends. He was quite open about the fact that we were ay, but he never tried to hit on me as such.
One day I was over at his place and we talked about it a little, and he admitted that he liked me, and of course I told him that I wasn’t gay. He said how we could always just mess around and some fun just as friends without me being gay. Well, I guess that I was a little intrigued and feeling uninhibited enough, so we got naked and we played around and engaged in some mutual masturbation. It was fun and I didn’t feel threatened by it and he wasn’t at all pushy or anything.
We did this together a couple of times and I enjoyed it well enough. Then he told me how much he liked to have another guy do to in his butt. I was pretty turned on so we did that and I had anal sex with him. Of course he loved it and I was okay with it. After that we had anal sex several more times and to be honest I felt uncomfortable doing that with another guy and I told him that I felt that way.. So we more or less ended our affair but remained friends. Several months later he left for another job. I was actually glad that he did leave.
Now I look back and I am glad that I was able to have that experience and it certainly convinced me that I wasn’t gay. Although I will admit that with the right guy friend I might be tempted to have some non-serious fun.