Crossing Over

It was 1990 and I was recently divorced living in a new apartment .As a 34 yr old white guy I was wondering how I would enjoy my newfound freedom as it was an unhappy marriage .I thought I would not date women right away and just take it easy.

My ex wife hated porn so I began renting porn videos from a local adult store .At the start I was renting straight porn and jerking off to it .One day I was in the store and saw a video cover with Asian men and white guys frollicking in bed together .I was curious and rented it .At home I was surprised how much the gay sex turned me on .I especially noticed the Asian men and their hard cocks finding myself turned on to the Asian look.

The following week I went back to the store to find another video of a similar nature .The Korean owner smirked at me and said it was the only movie of its type in stock but he can order more just for me .I was a bit embarrassed but so aroused by the content I nodded and he ordered a few titles. I noticed he was looking at me funny in lingering manner .For the first time I looked at him more closely .He was in his early 40's with jet black hair shorter and slimmer than me with a smiling face .I realized my cock had stiffened in my pants and I was kind of attracted to him .I hurriedly left the store and masturbated at home thinking of him. What is happening to me I wondered? I was finding older Asian guys more and more sexually attractive.

He called me a week later to say a couple of these gay movies had arrived .I excitedly went to the store to pick them up. When I got there in the evening he saw me and smiled .He motioned upstairs and said "Why don't we watch one together?" "I close the store "he added .My heart started pounding with lust and I tried to fight the urge to go with him .He had an apartment upstairs as he lived above the store. My cock was rock hard in my pants and that finally convinced me to go as I slowly took the stairs with him .We sat in his living room on a couch together as he put the video in his vcr .I was shaking in lust as the movie started playing. A few minutes into the hot movie he had his pants off and was displaying a 5 inch erect cut cock .I began looking at him and his cock more than the movie .I realized deep down I wanted him bad and to please him as much as possible .I had never touched a man or sucked his cock but this was all i thought about now. He motioned me over and I slipped in front of him on my knees .Just like in the movie where a white guy was blowing some Asian man I put my hand on his stiff cock and guided it into my wet mouth .His cock was velvety and felt totally right between my lips and I sucked him in deep. He moaned as I began sucking him wildly in a mad state of lust and desire .He could not last long and shot his load of cum down my throat as I gulped it down greedily .I had blown him and loved it .My own cock was straining in my pants and he had me take them off .I sat back as he returned the favor on my bigger circumsized cock .He sucked like a pro and I cried out very quickly filling his mouth with my seed .It was such a release I lay back for a few minutes in a daze .He turned off the movie and guided me to his bedroom .He softly explored my body and kissed me all over including my mouth .I could tell he desired me a lot as well and I let him do what he wanted kissing him back deeply when he found my mouth .After an hour of this soft exploration I was rock hard again and so was he. This time we got into the 69 position and sucked each other's cocks until we both got our reward .Later that evening as we shared a cigarette he told me he was gay and being Korean this was a nono so he was ostricized by his family .I felt sorry for him as he looked sad .He looked at me intently and asked me to be with him this way whenever we needed it .I agreed.

I began visiting his apartment regularly for sex and loving. I no longer was renting porn as the sex between us took over .After a few months we were having mutual intercourse and I loved fucking his tight little ass and him fucking me .I slid in him easily and he went deep inside my asshole with a bit of lube with no pain at all .The intercourse deepened our feelings to the point where we fell in love and I moved in with Kim .I quit my job to help him with the store .I stopped worrying that others would sense we were a couple .I knew now I was gay and in love with my Korean man and could no longer begin to hide it. After many years we are still together and our sex life is as hot as ever.