One Of Them 2

There was something I left out in my first confession One of Them .After my lover passed away and my grief period dissipated a bit I went through a five year slutty period in my thirties. It felt like I had to have so much gay sex in order to deal with the pain and to explore other men.


I would go to a local gay bar on weekends and get picked up by any older guy interested in having sex with me. They were men of any race and looks over the age of 60.There would be cocksucking, masturbation and intercourse with me receiving if the guy was a top .I would get all horny and revved up dress nice, splash on some cologne ,grab my cigarettes and drive to the bar hoping to have sex with some old guy. Being young ,tall, slim and decent looking it meant I went home with someone pretty much any night I went there .Word got around and all sorts of guys hit on me .I satisfied so many cocks I lost count .One day I just decided no more of that as I found the addiction to promiscuous sex was starting to change me in ways I did not like. I was too easy and into pleasure and it felt like love was totally missing in my life including love for myself. Perhaps it was a necessary rite of passage many gay men go through in their 20's.be cause I found love at 20 and then he passed away I had no real chance to explore my gay desires fully with different men .Once I got back to steady dating and a more regular routine I found myself again.