Go on AdultFriendFinder or DoubleList. Youre likely not going to find women to pick up here.
I was able to make this fantasy reality - my captress was a plain, overweight, woman twenty years older than me, who confessed she had worked out that something like this was going to be her only chance at sexual satisfaction, and thus was acceptable. Turned out she was a bit of a control freak anyway, which I encouraged in every way possible, until she gradually surrendered to her "dark side" and indulged greedily in every sadistic impulse, with my unquestioning obedience and cooperation, until she had lost all vestiges of guilt, or conscience, and I was able to plumb the absolute depths of surrender and humiliation that her evil, frustrated mind could imagine...I may even survive the experience...
