What I Need!

When I was around 13 I stole a roll of quarters from my mom. When my parents realized I tried to lie my way out of it. The more I lied the angrier my father got. Finally he grabbed me by the arm and dragged me to my room. He sat on my bed and put me over his knee. He started to spank me. The first few slaps to my ass were excruciating. His hand was so big it covered most of my ass. He kept spanking me harder and harder. The heat was radiating across both of my cheeks. I couldn't stop crying. The more I cried the harder the spanks came. He kept telling me to stop crying as he continued to swat my bottom. Then I don't know why, maybe I opened my legs wider or he tilted his hand but the next slap caught my ass and some of my vagina. The heat radiated across my ass, vagina and my asshole. He did it again and again. I gasped and bit my bottom lip. Another and another he continued. The pain didn't hurt as much. It was different. It stung but it was a strange sensation. When he was done he told me to go to bed with no supper. I wiped my tears and put on my night shirt. When I laid in bed I rubbed my sore butt. I then felt wetness between my legs. I was completely wet. I touched my self and it felt amazing. I kept running and digging my fingers into my lightly fuzzy vagina. The next thing I knew I was breathing heavier and was getting light headed. I let out a squeal as my very first orgasm rushed through my body. My father heard me and told me to stop crying or else I was going to get more where that came from. I buried my face in my pillow to muffle my sounds of ecstasy. I then composed myself and realized that the spanking turned me on.


Now that I had my first orgasm I was masturbating all of the time but none could compare to that first time. I tried to replicate it. I spanked myself but it wasn't the same. I tried my mom's vibrator, it was good but different. I then tried to get in to trouble hoping my dad would find out and spank me again but my mom wouldn't tell him because she didn't want me to get spanked again. Damn! What could I do? So one night after my parents went to bed I took my Dad's Monte Carlo for a spin. I didn't hit anything but I pulled into the driveway head first. My Dad always backed in. The next morning was Saturday morning. My Dad was going to get the paper and coffee at the store like he always does. He searched for his keys but couldn't find them. He then checked to see if he left them in the car. He went out and saw the car had been driven. He came running into the house, burst into my room, and saw his keys on my night stand. He screamed at me to get up. I stood up and he threw me face down onto the bed. Lifted my night shirt and tore down my panties. He unbuckled his belt and whipped it off his waist. He folded it in half and began whipping my bare ass. This was unlike his hand. The crack of the belt against my ass was unbearable and there was a stinging sensation. I was screaming and crying as he continued to whip the belt across my ass. He kept going and then I felt the belt catch my vagina. It fucking hurt but I could immediately feel the wetness. The more he hit me the wetter I became. When he finally stopped he told me not to leave my room for the rest of the weekend. Once he left I stayed face down with my ass in the air and my fingers squishing through my soaked pussy. I came so quick and so hard that I continued to fuck myself to another incredible orgasm and then another. I eventually passed out from exhaustion. When I finally woke up later in the afternoon I ran my hand across my ass. I felt the welts, the cuts, the heat the belt left on my ass. The sensation of touching my wounds got me incredibly wet again. Another series of orgasms ensued. My father may think he got the best of me but if he only knew how much I'm enjoying his beating now. That was the last time he ever punished me.

Over the years I had boyfriend's spank me but it never was the same. I even payed to go to a "dungeon" with safe words and whips and rope. It came close but it didn't have the same intensity.

I'm 44 now, divorced, no kids. I still fantasize about my spankings. I watch plenty of spanking porn. One got my attention this morning. Google "Lucy's Fantasy Spanking". It comes up on X hamster. It really got me revved up. I really enjoyed it and I so wished I was her! On top of that I am obsessed with the actress. I find her to be incredibly sexy. I've never been with another woman but I would love to be with her. I need a good spanking and I need her. I just keep thinking about getting spanked from my father then have her eat my pussy. That's what I need!