Caught...

This is worse than what I’ve been posting, so be aware it is very dirty. I’m sorry if it offends anyone. I didn’t plan on posting right after yesterday. I debated posting this. And I can’t believe it happened now, today. I’m extremely nervous this will be what my husband finds out about and you’ll understand why. I have a massive headache thinking about it. My husband is coming home in a couple of hours and the kids are in their rooms and I’m freaking out.

My daughter caught my son and I having sex in the kitchen just now (a few hours ago). She now knows our secret. I guess I knew it could happen but why all of a sudden today just blows me away. Now my daughter is involved.

It’s warm enough that we’ve been using the pool and I bought a couple of cheeky bikinis this year to tease my son and husband (well my husband doesn’t know I’m teasing my son, but anyhow). Since we were together when I bought them I let my daughter buy some cheeky bikinis, too. My husband is a little upset with me but she’s still allowed to wear them. She wears them pulled up higher than I do, so you do see a lot of butt, but it’s just around home so I argued in her favor. It upsets my husband a little that to put them on she basically has to pull them up then spread her cheeks to get them in her crack.

Just so you know before I go farther, if you are squeamish about family doing these things, don’t read on…

The kids got home before 3 oclock and decided to hit the pool so I did too. I saw my son checking both of us out in the pool. His sister’s bikini was pulled up very high in her butt making it hard not to notice. So I pulled mine up more too. When we played around in the pool he made sure to grab me by the bare butt a few times and feel between my legs. At one point I went into the house and my son soon followed. I was at the kitchen sink getting a drink when he came up behind me and started rubbing my rear and pushing his hand between my cheeks. I sternly said, “Not here!” but in a few minutes he had my bikini bottoms and his trunks down and he was fucking me from behind at the sink. I said we needed to keep an eye on the pool but apparently at some point neither of us did.

My daughter walked in to find us fucking. She shrieked, “Oh my God! Mom? What are you doing?” We stammered to find an answer but my daughter replied, “I know what you are doing. Why are you doing it together?” She was half whining half shouting. We pulled on our swimsuits and I started explaining. I lied and said “It has only happened a few times.” I said it was confusing and she replied, “You think so?”

She shouted, “He’s your son!” Then my daughter asked, “Does Dad know?” I went quiet. She kept screaming at us and asked her brother if he wanted to ruin my marriage. As she was screaming at me more, and without saying anything, my son went to his sister and slapped her hard on her butt. She screamed, “Oww!” He said, “Just shut up a minute.” and he pulled her hand to his crotch through his shorts. She freaked and shouted at him, “WHAT AREYOU DOING?” He held her hand firmer and helped her stroke it a couple times, telling her to calm down. She stopped almost motionless as he guided her to pump his growing erection. After a while, maybe a minute or so, he calmly asked, “Please turn around?” and brought her to the counter next to the sink. She was quiet now, he said, “Just try it.” and I said softly to him, “Are you sure?” but just stood there next to them stunned. My daughter stood quietly, a little stunned too. In front of me my son asked my daughter, “Do you want to?” She paused then nodded and said, “Yes.” I was still shocked. As my son dropped his trunks I reached over and put a hand on my daughter’s and said, “You don’t have to.” She grabbed my hand to hold it firmly resting on the counter and said, “It’s okay Mom I want to.”

We both left my son take control. I guess right then I felt like a hypocrite to try to stop it. I mean, here I am fucking her brother whenever I have the chance. I just stood and held her hand.

My son pushed her over slightly so she leaned on the counter as I had been a few minutes earlier. He very gently pulled her bikini bottoms out of her butt and down to her calves. He wet the tip of his erection with his spit, and moved behind her as she looked over her shoulder. He pressed her legs apart and she spread her knees until her bikini bottoms were stretched between her calves. My son asked, “Okay?” and my daughter replied, “Yes, I’m ready.” With that he held her hip and began penetrating her as she softly moaned. I was mesmerized watching them slowly fuck in front of me. He was so gentle and it was slow motion, he didn’t go fast at all. She didn’t last long before she tightened her grip on my hand and squealed quietly and orgasmed while my son stood still for a minute. My son pumped slowly into her for several more times, a couple of minutes, then pulled out as he got ready to come. Before I even thought of what he would do, he took his hands from her hips and spread her ass cheeks gently and pushed the tip of his erection into her asshole so his tip went in and he came in her ass. She didn’t flinch at all but her head shot up like she was looking out of the window. I saw he was lubed from fucking her but he didn’t try to penetrate more than that little bit. She shivered and held my hand tight as he came but held still otherwise. When he finished and pulled out, some semen ran out her butt.

My son stood back. My daughter looked over her shoulder at him and his penis and quietly said “Wow.” I realized I was relieved he pulled out. My son quickly got paper towels then reached behind my daughter to carefully wipe most of his sperm from her butt. He pulled up his trunks then he got down on his knees and started kissing her bare butt saying, “I’m sorry I spanked you.” Then he licked her between her cheeks, spreading them apart. I watched him lick her hole for what felt like minutes but was probably seconds. She stared out the kitchen window but didn’t clench or tighten up. I spoke as a parent for the first time, “None of this gets talked about with anyone. If you get mad with each other, you still can NEVER tell anyone about this. Your Dad can’t find out.” My daughter nodded in agreement. I said, “When we’re talking about games or school or grades or friends, we just talk like we always have. We don’t mention this outside the three of us when we are alone, without Dad.” My son finished licking her ass and stood up and my daughter let go of my hand. She could finally pull up her bikini and she pulled it high into her ass crack again, adjusting it back to normal, staring out the window the whole time. Finally my daughter turned to me then said, “I won’t tell anyone, I promise. I don’t want Dad to know about this.” I asked, “Are you okay?” and she replied, “Mom, I’m fine. Like, just a little wierded out right now, okay?” My son looked at my daughter and said, “Thank you.” then turned and went back out to the pool and after a few seconds my daughter quietly followed.

We went back to the pool for half an hour and acted like nothing had happened. We were just quiet. Even now, I’m not certain but that may have been my daughter’s first sexual experience, though she does date fairly regularly. I only hope that this wasn’t her first time. I wish I had not been there to see it. I’m so nervous right now, I’ll wait for my husband to get home then he’ll be happy to fuck me in my bikini. Just a few months ago I was trying to avoid all of this. And my son was so calm and focused. But now we’ve been caught. My daughter now knows that my son and I are involved, but she’s involved too in some way so she’ll hopefully keep it secret. I know we’re playing with fire, but I don’t want to stop. Plus tomorrow we leave for our next college visit.

Writing about it is sort of like writing in a diary. It makes me feel more relaxed, and this time I need it. Even if it does disappear, I feel good just for having typed it. I don’t feel better, just calmer. I still know it’s not normal, but it feels okay (yes weird, but less alarming) after I type it and read it.