I Don't Even Miss Her...

Yet again today, wanking myself off to porn featuring fat blonde women who look like my ex, still fantasizing about watching her cuckold me, knowing that she's getting fucked and I'm never gonna be allowed to fuck her again. seeing a big satisfying cock filling her up and taking her to heaven, knowing he's gonna blow his load deep inside her belly.

I love the clips where the guy fucking her is on top, and they're kissing while he grinds his big cock into her pussy.

I want to be her sissy bitch. Cock in a cage, watching the real man satisfy her like I never could.

I hate the bitch, but this fantasy remains.