Loving It

Back in 1976 I was 20 years old and had just graduated from business college I left home and moved to a large city in the western part of the country to start my career .I was raised by my aunt and had few ties back home so this was a new life for me .I found a job in an insurance office in a mall in the suburbs .I was a virgin and though I liked women I was aware of an increasing attraction to men.

During my lunch breaks I would have lunch then wander around the mall .There were the usual shoppers and people hanging out. One lunch break I ended up chatting with this chubby balding ,retired senior gent. He was well read and shared my interests in literature .We had a lovely conversation and made plans to meet up regularly at lunch to chat as he was at the mall every day .He was around 70 very easygoing and pleasant company. I very much enjoyed lunches with him in the food court for weeks and looked forward to them.


One Friday lunch he invited me back to his place after work for drinks and further chatting and I was happy to join him .Work ended and he was waiting for me .He lived nearby so walked to the mall so I drove him home .At his small bungalow we conversed merrily over drinks and a pizza we had ordered. The drinks were mixed by him and quite stiff and I was soon feeling a buzz .We were sitting on his couch together and I began feeling warm with all the attention he was giving me .He was moving closer and touching my knee affectionately .I lit up a cigarette and felt this sexiness come over me .I wanted him to make a move on me and our eyes met more and more. I took deep seductive drags on my cigarette and as I exhaled shifted my tall slim body towards him .By this point his hand was caressing my thick longish hair .I put out the cigarette and his lips found my mouth eagerly .He kissed me wetly and almost sloppily but I liked it. I could feel his mounting need and began responding to his kiss by kissing him back passionately. We necked deeply losing all track of time .I felt like I was on fire and he had awakened all my repressed gay desires. Gordon led me to his bedroom slowly and undressed me then himself .He had a small circumsized cock which was hard in front of him while my bigger cut cock had become erect as well. He kissed me in the bed as our naked bodies joined together .He explored my body then took my cock deep into his wet mouth. He blew me knowingly and soon swallowed my explosive load as I was horny as hell by now. I lay back as we chatted quietly .He told me how much he wanted me and was soon blowing me again as I got hard almost right away. I spent the night in his arms and at some point I watched him masturbate himself which excited me a lot .After this night I began spending many nights in his bed .I learned how to drain his small cock as well and loved sucking him hard .Over time I began riding his small cock and feeling him squirt inside of me as that position me riding on top of my chubby lover worked best for him and for me .At work the gals wondered who I was seeing as I always had this glow about me .They thought it was a woman and I did not want to tell them I had a much older lover who fucked me as well as I did not think they would understand and I was closeted as a gay man .Gordon and I had 10 happy years together until he became ill with cancer and passed away .After he died I did not see anyone for a year. Then one night I went to a gay bar and went home with a jovial overweight guy in his 50's.We became lovers and by this point I had my own insurance agency. I was also now out as a gay man and did not care what anyone thought about it .Frank and I had a good life together and we lived as a couple for years. He especially loved fucking my tight ass from behind and had a bigger fatter cock than my first lover .He has been gone for 10 years now and I have had several affairs with men a bit older than me who are easygoing and have fatter bellies as I find that look sexy.