I'm Attracted To Much Older Men

Mom raised me, my father was never in the picture. When I got to be 8 or 9 I started feeling good around men, sitting in their arms, being picked up. I also had a sensitive baby clit. In my teens I was man crazy, not boy crazy, man crazy. For several years I was hung up on my best friend's father. To me boys my age were immature, not hot and I had nothing to do with them. College was crush after crush on professors. I finished college a virgin.

I went to work with my finance degree for a multinational corporation. I crushed on one of the executives. At a team building outing I tiptoed and kissed his cheek. He ignored it, there. But later he called me into his office for an explanation. I begged forgiveness. But he interrogated me, I got more and more uncomfortable and wet. He told me I was a 'bad girl'. When he pushed me out of his office he did it by pushing me on the bottom.

It wasn't long before I showed him how I felt by blowing him in his office, by pulling my dress up and giving him my pussy to kiss, opening my shirt and feeding him tits while he sat in his chair. But he didn't fuck me, that was going too far. I turned 25 still unfucked. For my 25th birthday I asked my older cousin to fuck me. He's the only same age group man to be on my radar.

I have a friend, a 55 year old man who owns a flooring franchise. He lives in my complex. And I have my cousin to give me relief, my friend isn't able to get it up a lot of the times.