Homeless

From 16 till 19 I was on the street and homeless. I had no money, picked up work as I could just to get enough money to eat and have some essentials. It was about about 4 months that I offered to suck a man in a suit if he gave me money. I felt like shit about it, couldn't believe at 16 I'd just sold my mouth to suck a random guy off. I had never had sex before, but I spent the $20 on food and some pads for my period. After I'd sucked off several guys, the homeless guys started bothering me all the time, grabbing at me, sticking their hands down my pants. I got r**ed by 4 of them one afternoon in a park behind a lot of trees and bushes. That was my first intercourse. I was 17 and started letting men fuck me all night long to stay off the streets. I was able to stay in motels, or guys houses having to suck and fuck all night for probably 4 nights a week. My periods dried up, I never got pregnant, I did drink and smoke joints when they were offered to make me feel better about what I was doing. But it kept me from getting gangr**ed by homeless guys on the street most of the time, I did get r**ed anally during that time, during one of the nights I wasn't lucky enough to get enough money or a guy for a motel room. I lost count at around 80 cocks and didn't care how many fucked me, or got sucked by me.

It sucked, I hated it and now I'm a college grad, have a really good job, have a house and a husband, and a daughter. No one knows about what I had to do to survive the streets. My husband only knows I was kicked out of the house at 16, he doesn't know the rest and he never will. He is gentle and really loves me and makes love to me, though I pretend I like it, and pretend to cum for him, but I just can't do it for real.