I Confessed

So a few years ago I confessed to my wife that I was very curious about sucking cock at first she didn’t believe me, and then she was pissed off.
Now she just calls me a cocksucker even though I still haven’t ever found a guy to try it out.
I tell her it’s her fault because she gives such good head and I want to see if I can do as good as her.
Differences I want all that cum down my throat and she doesn’t like me to cum in her mouth.