I Feel For You, Honey

I'm a nurse in a heart surgery recovery ward, mostly folks who have emergency procedures that do their final few days to couple of weeks getting back to some form of normal after a major life changing event. Most guys in their 60s plus, mostly (men, take care of your hearts!).

We got a shock about two weeks ago when a CUTE 35 year old guy came through, mostly healthy but had an aneurysm that required emergency surgery - so he was talk of the ward and everyone wanted to at least meet him, a lot of other nurses wanted the chance to shadow me as he was assigned to me for a week (we're a teaching hospital). I got to know him a bit - funny guy, was really taking stock of how lucky he was and what he was going to do with his "second birthday."

But what really struck me was his wife - not the cutest girl out there but she was absolutely devoted to him, and you could tell this whole thing was wrecking her. So I talked with her, a lot, and learned a lot about them and their life when he was clocked out on pain meds or napping. I really wanted to take her under my wing as a momma myself and a former EMT - this was a major thing and it leaves trauma, you know? Makes you fearful about every cough, every grimace, any pain he mentions.

Fourth day together she says to me "is it normal to be this horny? I want him SO bad." I laughed, loud enough to wake him up, said we'll talk later. Later on we discussed it and to some degree it is normal for those urges to go into overdrive. Maybe our hormones know we almost lost our man, maybe just emotionally we need that reassurance, but it is somewhat normal.

I had half a mind to let her borrow our break room if she needed a good wank (he's not up to sex yet), but she cut me off before I could offer and told me "I just want to take him to that bathroom, shower him, and ride him like crazy." I told her he's not up for that yet, it should be about four weeks if he keeps doing as good as he is now. "I know," she says with a genuine pout.

I couldn't resist asking is he good to you in bed? "He's the only man I've ever had, but yes. Masturbating isn't doing it for me, I NEED him." What does he do that you like (I was torturing this poor woman). "His fingers are perfect, he's so good at giving them to me. And the way he holds me when I...ride him." She's getting a little red in the face, bothered. I tell her he sounds wonderful and I leave her alone. There's teasing a little bit and then there's cruelty.

I really hope he recovers for her - their sex life will change a little bit, but if he stays active and does what the docs say she'll get her man back in a few weeks. In the meantime, the masturbating she's going to have to do to stay sane. I'm honestly curious if she will make it without just stripping off in front of him and getting herself off - I could feel that horniness she has for him in our little chat, the heat she has for him, the need in her voice as it dropped a full octave while we were talking. I wonder what that night alone was like for her, if she could stand it or if she frigged herself all night for him.

Not sure who I'm more envious for when that release for them finally happens, but it will be pretty intense. Good luck to you, guys. Nurse Tanya's cheering you on!

:) XOXO