Getting To Know My Cousin

My 18 year old cousin had just been accepted to an university near our house. Instead of paying for housing my parents helped her out and let her stay in our spare room. She was living with us while going to school and and moving back with her parents during the summer. For a whole year she lived with us and and I had little interactions here and there but we weren't close. Then in her second year of university, the pandemic hit and schools closed. Instead of moving back with her parents she said she wanted to stay here because she wanted to stay near her school friends and she was working a part time job that she didn't want to quit. Since I'm a college student too my classes were all online and now I was spending more time at home too. For my parents though, their worked continued and they had to be gone from the house all morning. This made it so that me and my cousin spent a lot more one on one time.

When the pandemic began I was single and talking to girls with everything going on was very hard. So i would see my cousin walking around the house in some really sexy outfits and I couldn't help checking her out. And we began to talk more and more and I would find that I would be really flirty with her. I knew I was pushed over the edge because one day in the restroom that we share, she had left some used panties on the floor. I couldn't help myself so I began to sniff them and jerked off. I knew I wanted to fuck my cousin, I just needed to find a way how.

One day we decided to ditch both our online lectures and watch a movie on Netflix. We were both on the couch when she then, with no shoes or socks on, puts her feet on my lap. She says "look it's not my fault you're taking all the space. I wanna lay down". I respond " you do what you want I dont mind" as time passes I begin to rub her feet, slow more and more sensually pushing my luck to see if she stops me, but she doesnt. I'm wearing loose basketball shorts and my dick begins to get harder and harder. She then moves her feet so they are right over my cock. I freeze. In my head I think its and accident and shes gonna notice my dick is hard and shes gonna think I'm weird. I'm keeping my eyes 100% on the movie, and avoid eye contact. The. Out of the corner of my eye I feel her staring at me. I dont want to look, I'm scared shes gonna tell me off. But she just keeps looking and looking at me. And as she looks gently rubs my dick with her feet. I finally give in and say "what's wrong?". She just asks "you think I hot?" And I respond " I mean you're a cute girl sure, why?" She responds "well you keep staring at me all day everyday so I figured you found me hot." Then my heart sinks. I begin to apologize. She sits up and gets close to me. "Dont worry I dont mind" she says. She then kisses me. I kiss her back and we begin to make out on the couch there and there. We stop cause my parents could be home any minute. For the rest of the day we dont talk to each other.

The next day she calls me over to her room. I'm scared to go over but I go anyway. She tells me to sit down on her bed. Shes wearing this super short workout shorts and a loose crop top. You can tell shes not wearing anything underneath. The out line of her nipples and pussy are perfectly viable. We discuss what happens the day before. We apologize to each other. She then says "look the pandemic has been hard on both of us. How about this. How about we have more days like yesterday and once this is all over we can go back to our lives like normal." I ask "are you sure, isn't it weird we are cousins" and she said "dont think about it as a relationship or anything. Just us having a little fun in these boring ass days." I agree to her deal. The right there on her bed we benign to make out. She begins to pull down her shorts. I back off a bit and say " wow, I thought you meant like making out and that's it." She says "come on if we're gonna do this we are gonna go all the way." She pulls me in and wraps her legs around me. We continue to kiss. I being to remove my pants and underwear. I cant even wait. I slip my dick in her. She was so tight. She then begins to ride me. When it's all over she let's me bust on her petite tits.

Ever since we spend most days having sex. And dont get me wrong its amazing. But I dont know how I feel about it now that things are getting back to normal. I dont know if can