Discovery

I have been divorced for 5 years and beset with gay thoughts and desires. There were always gay fantasies I masturbated to but in everyday life I tried to go straight .I enjoyed the company of women and got married but something was missing.

After my divorce I moved to the main gay area of the city so I could check out men all the time .I guess it was inevitable that I wanted to finally explore my gay side and I was making it likely to happen .I did not go to the gay bars but I joined a social group at the gay community center a couple years ago. This group went on outings for lunches ,plays that sort of thing. The men in the group were mainly over 50 and definitely out as gay men .I was definitely more shy and reserved though I enjoyed their company.

Perhaps sensing my lack of gay experience various men gravitated to me and tried to see me after activities .I was flattered with the attention and increasingly susceptible to their advances though I had not given in yet .It was early 2020 just before the pandemic had begun when a bunch of us in the group had just finished a Sunday brunch. Alan who was in his late 50's with dyed black hair glasses tall and slim had chatted me up as we were walking away from the restaurant .He had approached me before and appeared to be the most persistent suitor .We found ourselves alone walking as he offered me a cigarette .He invited me back to his place for a brandy and I found myself surrendering to the idea of letting go with it.

I accepted his offer and he looked thrilled with this. We got back to his place and got comfortable .I am as tall as him though more muscular and being 20 years younger more youthful I suppose with a full head of brown wavy hair. He poured us a couple brandies and we chatted as we sipped .I felt a deepening warm glow and relaxation flow through me .Alan surprised me by boldly asking me if I had ever been with a man before .I admitted that I had not but often wished it. He smiled and said "Maybe it is time" .I had another glass of brandy and let him guide me to his bedroom .Alan undressed me then took off his clothes .I lay down in the bed as he slowly explored my naked body with his hands and mouth .My 6 inch circumsized cock responded and stiffened in response .I noticed His smaller cut cock was fully erect. He took his time and it felt great as my body responded to him .He caressed my cock then slowly kissed my mouth with his mouth and tongue .I found myself kissing him back passionately as he masturbated me. I felt myself completely let go as we necked as my cock exploded in orgasm and I shot my cum all over myself with him milking every last drop .It was such a deep full release probably my best orgasm ever .After he cleaned me up we lay together and talked .I admitted I wanted and needed that .Alan laughed and said he needed release too .I took that as a cue to masturbate him. This time I kissed his mouth and milked him like he milked me .Alan held out a bit longer than me but then he shot his load and I made sure he was emptied .I ended up sleeping over that night. We both had Monday off work and he woke me up with a slow sexy blowjob .He made sure he swallowed every drop of my cum. We had breakfast together and spent the day cuddling and necking at his place.


From there I began seeing him as my lover .Alan guided me into gay sex and I learned how to suck his cock which I soon loved .Once the pandemic hit we spent even more time together. This led eventually to mutual intercourse and a full surrender to the joys of gay sex .It has been 15 months since we became lovers and the sex is better than ever .Sometimes we feel a bit kinky and we both wear cock rings as he collars me up and fucks me doggy as we watch some hardcore gay porn. My asshole is very used to being bred and filled with his semen.