I Do It Because I Like It

Going really far back, when I still rode a bicycle, I went over to a friend's house and decided to ride home taking a shortcut through the back streets. I came across two men having sex behind a gas station. One was bent over holding onto to the light pole the other was pounding him from behind. Today it was pretty obvious one was a homeless type and the other was getting his rocks off. I stopped and watched until they were done, the money changed hands and the homeless guy pulled up his pants and walked away.

That encounter left a mark up on me. I realized men like to fuck each other. I realized that those stories we told in school might be true. I realized that the kids we made fun of might be queers. I realized that when I thought about when I remembered that afternoon I identified with the man bent over holding onto the pole. And it wouldn't be long after that that I would have a cock in my ass and that it felt good. I saw those men fuck when I was fourteen, I got fucked when I was sixteen.

Getting fucked feels good. Having a hot man against you, making you submit by thrusting his cock in you feels good. You want more, you want to see him again, go through the humiliation again, forced back down and getting your ass ripped apart. When you are a queer you want to get fucked. That's what I learned that afternoon when I was fourteen. That man getting fucked liked it, and the man fucking him liked it. I like the humiliation, and I like to get fucked.