Straight Female / 25
Getting Sober
Sex addiction is no difference than alcohol addiction. The difference is when you ate a sex addict you can hide it easier. The hangover is the same. I'm both a sex addict and an alcohol addict.
Let me confess. I started drinking when I was 13. I became sexually active at 14. I drank to cover up my sexual behavior, so really it was sex that drove my alcohol addiction. But be assured I was a drunk teenager and a teen prostitute. I dropped out in the ninth grade and ran away. After several months supporting myself and my alcohol addiction with prostitution. Fathers and grandfathers and brothers fucked me and paid me.
In LA I got into porn, straight and lesbian, sex and not sex. Lots of not sex porn. At 19 I looked 35, but I was drunk. I weighed 105 pounds. At 24 I was passed out behind a Chili's, that's where I was found by the manager. He called the police, I was put in the drunk tank for public urination and being disorderly. A day later he came to the jail and bailed me out.
He took me to his house and his wife. After bathing me and feeding me they told me their daughter OD'd. The clothes they had loaned me were hers. Clean up, and they would help.
That's why I'm able to write this, I'm not dead. I'm sober. I'm in school. I have chores. Quitting alcohol is easier than quitting sex, but if I don't quit I'm out on the street. No second chance.
Now I've confessed.
Let me confess. I started drinking when I was 13. I became sexually active at 14. I drank to cover up my sexual behavior, so really it was sex that drove my alcohol addiction. But be assured I was a drunk teenager and a teen prostitute. I dropped out in the ninth grade and ran away. After several months supporting myself and my alcohol addiction with prostitution. Fathers and grandfathers and brothers fucked me and paid me.
In LA I got into porn, straight and lesbian, sex and not sex. Lots of not sex porn. At 19 I looked 35, but I was drunk. I weighed 105 pounds. At 24 I was passed out behind a Chili's, that's where I was found by the manager. He called the police, I was put in the drunk tank for public urination and being disorderly. A day later he came to the jail and bailed me out.
He took me to his house and his wife. After bathing me and feeding me they told me their daughter OD'd. The clothes they had loaned me were hers. Clean up, and they would help.
That's why I'm able to write this, I'm not dead. I'm sober. I'm in school. I have chores. Quitting alcohol is easier than quitting sex, but if I don't quit I'm out on the street. No second chance.
Now I've confessed.
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