Sick And Twisted

Always been very oral and love to eat pussy from the first taste when I was 14. Same gf who learned oral along with me was my first time giving rim jobs too. We took turns and we did it in 69 position also.
Going ahead I got more and more turned on by eating girls asses and hearing them moan and sometimes even cum from getting rimmed. Even had one older woman who squirted the first time in her life when she made herself cum on her fingers when she was sitting on my face and making me eat out her ass.
So confession that I never told anybody is when I wank one off in the shower I sometimes fantasize licking a hot bitches ass and she goes out of control from the pleasure and I let it rub my lips and taste it. Fucking psychotic and I'm ashamed but confess it makes me cum real hard too.