Straight Female / 40
Sharing Myself
I’m 40 and I’ve been married 20 years. I am a mental health and relationship counselor and have my graduate degree in psychology related studies. I know that it is common for men to fantasize seeing their wives with others because of evolutionary reasons and things people are exposed to as a result of modern technology. In my case, it has been my fantasy for more than 10 years that my husband watch me with another man. Posting my story is a way of reliving that fantasy. Many women have similar fantasies, but are ashamed to admit it.
I have talked to my husband about it, but he had never agreed to it until recently. Recently he came around and began discussing the subject with me a bit deeper. We agreed that under the right circumstances we would try it. But we wanted to be safe. We didn’t want it to interfere with our marriage and we needed to be sure the other man was clean.
There is a former colleague of mine that I had always had a sexual attraction to and so we agreed that I’d he was willing he would be our choice.
Gerald lives out of town now but we still speak over the internet. I contacted him and broached the subject of sexual fantasies with him. We talked and I confessed my attraction to him and that I would like for him to come stay with us for a weekend. He told me that he had the same attraction to me. He agreed to come stay and if things felt right we would maybe live out this fantasy.
Gerald came to our home. We sent the kids to spend the weekend with their grandparents. The first night was dinner and drinks and really just an evening for my husband and Gerald to get to know one another. They got along fine and it seemed that things were on track, but we were all unsure on how to take the next step.
The following day, Gerald and I went out alone. We went to some stores and checked out local sites. That evening we all had dinner together and a few drinks. We decided to all watch a movie. My husband sat in his arm chair and Gerald and I sat on the couch. During the movie, I leaned on Gerald. I started caressing him. I was worried though that my husband would take issue with it. He didn’t say anything though. So I leaned in and kissed Gerald. We started making out and engaged in heavy petting. He only had his hands on my back, but I was rubbing his erect penis through his pants. I put his hands on my breasts and he squeezed them some, but it didn’t go any farther.
That night my husband confessed how turned on he was but also that he was very jealous. It was both difficult and exciting. We had amazing sex that night.
The next day, I went out alone with Gerald again. We walked around to shops and sites, holding hands and being affectionate. Gerald admitted that he felt awkward about letting my husband watch. That was a big part of it for me though. So after some discussion, we agreed that if I set up one of my wireless security cams in the room, my husband could watch from another room. When we got home my husband agreed.
That evening, I went and laid in the guest room with Gerald and watched a movie. The camera was on and knowing my husband was watching, was a huge turn on. Gerald and I began making out again, but this time, he went under my shirt and took my bra off. I lifted my shirt off and he caressed my breasts as we made out and I rubbed his penis. I unzipped his fly and pulled his erect penis out and stroked it, making sure the camera could see it. Gerald slid his hand down the back of my pants and began to play with me. I was so wet, he was able to penetrate me almost immediately. I took the rest of my clothes off and then lifted off Gerald’s shirt. I kissed down his body and then began to kiss his penis.
I finished undressing Gerald as I gave him oral sex. He pull my lower half up to his face and he began to give me oral sex too in a 69 position. I orgasmed almost immediately. We continued for a while though. I could tell Gerald was trying to hold back because he was convulsing and I could taste his ejaculate. I turned myself around and guided him in to me. As I lowered myself on to him, I immediately began to cum again. After I finished convulsing from my orgasm, I started to ride him again.
We fucked slow and steady for more than an hour before Gerald finally flipped us over and he climbed on top. He inserted himself in to me again and this time started pounding me so hard the headboard damaged the wall. I came two more times before he started to cum with me. He pulled out of me very quickly and started to ejaculate on me. I pulled him up by his hips and he was straddling my chest as I then finished him off with my mouth. It was sooooo hot, I haven’t stopped thinking about it. I knew my husband was watching me swallow another man’s semen after he had brought me to orgasm 4 times.
I fell asleep with Gerald. Sometime during the middle of the night, he woke me up. He was kissing all over me and feeling me up. He laid me on my stomach and then fucked me hard from behind. I came again. I told him to cum inside of me, which he did and I came one more time.
We fell back asleep. In the morning, I gave Gerald a blowjob and let him cum in my mouth again. He then gave me oral sex and brought me to orgasm.
Gerald left that morning and my husband and I discussed what had taken place. He was extremely jealous but felt better when I told him that I wanted to have sex with him. He wanted to watch the recording of Gerald and myself as we had sex. It was quick but incredible sex.
My husband and I have discussed doing this again in the near future, but with someone else so that no attachments develop.
I have talked to my husband about it, but he had never agreed to it until recently. Recently he came around and began discussing the subject with me a bit deeper. We agreed that under the right circumstances we would try it. But we wanted to be safe. We didn’t want it to interfere with our marriage and we needed to be sure the other man was clean.
There is a former colleague of mine that I had always had a sexual attraction to and so we agreed that I’d he was willing he would be our choice.
Gerald lives out of town now but we still speak over the internet. I contacted him and broached the subject of sexual fantasies with him. We talked and I confessed my attraction to him and that I would like for him to come stay with us for a weekend. He told me that he had the same attraction to me. He agreed to come stay and if things felt right we would maybe live out this fantasy.
Gerald came to our home. We sent the kids to spend the weekend with their grandparents. The first night was dinner and drinks and really just an evening for my husband and Gerald to get to know one another. They got along fine and it seemed that things were on track, but we were all unsure on how to take the next step.
The following day, Gerald and I went out alone. We went to some stores and checked out local sites. That evening we all had dinner together and a few drinks. We decided to all watch a movie. My husband sat in his arm chair and Gerald and I sat on the couch. During the movie, I leaned on Gerald. I started caressing him. I was worried though that my husband would take issue with it. He didn’t say anything though. So I leaned in and kissed Gerald. We started making out and engaged in heavy petting. He only had his hands on my back, but I was rubbing his erect penis through his pants. I put his hands on my breasts and he squeezed them some, but it didn’t go any farther.
That night my husband confessed how turned on he was but also that he was very jealous. It was both difficult and exciting. We had amazing sex that night.
The next day, I went out alone with Gerald again. We walked around to shops and sites, holding hands and being affectionate. Gerald admitted that he felt awkward about letting my husband watch. That was a big part of it for me though. So after some discussion, we agreed that if I set up one of my wireless security cams in the room, my husband could watch from another room. When we got home my husband agreed.
That evening, I went and laid in the guest room with Gerald and watched a movie. The camera was on and knowing my husband was watching, was a huge turn on. Gerald and I began making out again, but this time, he went under my shirt and took my bra off. I lifted my shirt off and he caressed my breasts as we made out and I rubbed his penis. I unzipped his fly and pulled his erect penis out and stroked it, making sure the camera could see it. Gerald slid his hand down the back of my pants and began to play with me. I was so wet, he was able to penetrate me almost immediately. I took the rest of my clothes off and then lifted off Gerald’s shirt. I kissed down his body and then began to kiss his penis.
I finished undressing Gerald as I gave him oral sex. He pull my lower half up to his face and he began to give me oral sex too in a 69 position. I orgasmed almost immediately. We continued for a while though. I could tell Gerald was trying to hold back because he was convulsing and I could taste his ejaculate. I turned myself around and guided him in to me. As I lowered myself on to him, I immediately began to cum again. After I finished convulsing from my orgasm, I started to ride him again.
We fucked slow and steady for more than an hour before Gerald finally flipped us over and he climbed on top. He inserted himself in to me again and this time started pounding me so hard the headboard damaged the wall. I came two more times before he started to cum with me. He pulled out of me very quickly and started to ejaculate on me. I pulled him up by his hips and he was straddling my chest as I then finished him off with my mouth. It was sooooo hot, I haven’t stopped thinking about it. I knew my husband was watching me swallow another man’s semen after he had brought me to orgasm 4 times.
I fell asleep with Gerald. Sometime during the middle of the night, he woke me up. He was kissing all over me and feeling me up. He laid me on my stomach and then fucked me hard from behind. I came again. I told him to cum inside of me, which he did and I came one more time.
We fell back asleep. In the morning, I gave Gerald a blowjob and let him cum in my mouth again. He then gave me oral sex and brought me to orgasm.
Gerald left that morning and my husband and I discussed what had taken place. He was extremely jealous but felt better when I told him that I wanted to have sex with him. He wanted to watch the recording of Gerald and myself as we had sex. It was quick but incredible sex.
My husband and I have discussed doing this again in the near future, but with someone else so that no attachments develop.
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