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I want so much to let my husband know I am aware of his past sex with other boys and men. I want to use a strapon and fuck him myself. I want to watch him get fucked and suck cock. I want to share a man with him. I know he hasn't done anything since we were married. The last one I found out was a couple of nights before we got married.

I really would like to see him with another man, to share another man with him. I want to use a strapon with him, and would love to have him fuck me with a mans sperm up his hole.

I can't just blurt it out though, I can't explain that I've known all along