The Need

I am bisexual, actually prefer having sex with women, but I'm a small framed, devoid of bodyhair, very thin male. I had gay sex first, when I was 15 and let another 15 year old fuck me. I got it first at a stayover with him at his house. His mom and dad were out, we were playing around. In a double bed together we pulled down our underpants and play with each other. I rolled over and he got on top of me, and tried to get his cock into me, but it was too dry, and he was rather thick. We tried some saliva, and eventually he went into the bathroom and came out with vaseline on his cock and a glob on his two fingers to lube me. He got it all over the outside of my hole and then pushed it inside rotating his fingers to spread it around. Then, in some pain, I got fucked. First he just moved his hips around and I told him I need him to move it more. He took a few ins and outs and asked if that was what I wanted. I said yes. He asked again as he was slowly moving in and out of me if that is the way I wanted it. I told him that yes, I wanted him to fuck me. Within 2 minutes he was saying that he was going to shoot asking if he should pull out and I begged him not to. The next morning after breakfast we snuck down to the basement laundry room and with some more vaseline, I got bent over and fucked again.

He was fucking me for about 2 years and I finally got a girl to let me fuck her. I really liked it but kept getting fucked as well. Then once with an older guy, he was 21 to my 17, he laid out a babydoll nightie and told me, not asked me, to put it on. He fucked me rougher than I'd ever had it, pulling out he shot in my mouth. I slept with him that night in the nightie and got another hot fuck when he woke me up the next morning with his cock in and out of me.

I got into crossdressing, and sometimes I just need to dress, and I need to feel a cock in me. I need to feel like a woman. Finally after so long inside and not around many people, I took time last night and dressed fully in my girl clothes. I was in a black bra with matching panties, Thigh high stockings, heels, black mini dress. I walked the three blocks to the adult bookstore. I always hated those things, but I had the need. I look very much like a woman, sound like a woman, move like a woman. With condoms I got fucked like a woman slut. After my second fuck I opened the door to my booth and just let guys come in, I'd suck them hard if they needed it and put on a condom and got fucked. I had 5 different cocks and got fucked 8 times.

I felt the need and got my needs answered. I got my femme time, my fuck time and tonight I'm going out with a hottie as a man and get some pussy time.