I'm Afraid I've Just Been Told That It's Over

Pretty bored today, it has been raining all day and I'm alone at home. I got the chores my wife left for me done, and tried to find something to watch on television and found myself doing what I find myself doing when I am alone, looking for a man to hook up with. I have standards, I don't go on any of the popular hook up sites, I belong to a couple of forums of older more serious men who want to hook up for fun, I'm not looking for a relationship.

I reached out to a friend to see if he was available to get together. It isn't the first time we hook up, I hooked up with him the first time back in the early days of Covid. He lives in my zip code and he lives alone (divorced). We agreed to meet at the corner of 5th and Main, hang out there and make contact. From the moment we met the chemistry was on. After talking for a bit and explaining my expectations, I told him I was looking for cock to suck and jerk off. No reciprocity needed. He invited me up to his apartment and sure enough he had that nice cock he showed me in a picture when we were discussing getting together. I did my thing, I got him hard and between my lips and my hand I got him to release all his frustrations. We became sex buddies.

We have progressed to getting naked together on the bed, to mutual oral sex, mutual hand sex, fingering, he rimmed me and I rimmed him back. At that point we just tossed caution to the winds and I let him go first and I really enjoyed it. Really enjoyed it, it was so much more pleasurable than I thought it would be. I reciprocated but we realized that at that level one of us has to be on top and one on the bottom and I wanted the bottom. We became regular fuck buddies.

So today I reach out to him, let him know that if he is free I can come over (we always met at his place). And he tells me, via text, he's moving on unless I want to make it a permanent thing. I can't, I'm married, but also I can't because for me it is about the sex with a friend. A friend. Friends with benefits. Fuck buddies. Cock sucking.

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by Anonymous on Jun 4, 2023 at 11:19 AM

You idiot. If you're not missing the wife and are already missing the man... Then you should be with the man and be happy instead of just American average with the wife. PS. The wife or 'live in partner' ALWAYS knows. There are many reasons for marriage, most common are security and too afraid to risk being alone even if it means never being in love.

Wake up idiot. A whole life of average or ...

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