Cucked By My Housemate

My then girlfriend was very always very flirty with my housemate. It's so cliche but he was a body boulder type and very cocky & arrogant.

Anyway one night the guys were having a bit if a gathering and he had invited my girlfriend to it. I was working playing a gig that night and I'd be back home at maybe 3am?

I keep getting texts from my girlfriend about how fucked up drunk she was while I was working. I didn't think too much of it until she said she had fallen over and hurt herself.
By this time the gig has over run and I have to find a hotel to stay the night at.
I try calling her over and over...no answer. I'm beginning to get worried and then a Snapchat comes through on my phone from her.

I open it and it's her sucking my housemates dick. Not just sucking it but like really sensually deepthroating it, basically going wild. The caption said "She's busy, boy. Call later."

My heart sank, I was furious and sad at the same time. By this point I'm alone in a hotel room and it looks like a sorry state. I save the video to confront her with the next day and try and get some sleep but all I can think when I close my eyes is her sucking his dick.
I try and call again to confront her...no answer again.

Then another snap comes through from her.
This time he's fucking her from behind, no caption but I hear him saying
"Didn't I tell you she was busy?! Fuck off!"

The worst part was that I had to watch the video multiple times to work out what he was saying because I could barely hear him over my girlfriend moaning and calling him 'baby' and stuff.
It was at this point that I noticed my dick was hard as a diamond. Having saved both videos I replayed them over and over and ended up jacking off to them. The mixture of jealousy and horniness just flooded me and I shot a huge load from one of the strongest orgasms of my life and pass out on the hotel bed.

I drive back in the morning and get home at around 7:30am
I get home feeling weird about going over to see my girlfriend, knowing she's cheated on me.

Well there was no need for that because she was still at mine, in my housemates room. I hear her voice and giggling and then, of course, to rub it in, they fuck again. Loudly, like before.
It's so embarrassing to say but I quietly went to my room next door and jerked off to the sound of my girlfriend getting absolutely pounded by my room mate.
What is wrong with me?!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 17, 2021 at 11:22 AM

You say you're bisexual in your description. When you're having sex with another guy, do you usually take the submissive, "bottom" role; getting fucked and sucking cock? If that's the case, this may be an extension of that mindset. Does your housemate have a bigger cock than you? If you're honest with yourself, when you imagine having a threesome with your girlfriend and housemate, do you think of it in terms of taking a submissive role there too? When you imagine it, do you reach for your cock when you imagine him pounding her and her screaming his name? Do you get close to release when you think of possibly licking her and him clean after he dumps his load in her pussy? If that's the case, you may be mistaken about which gender you prefer to service.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 17, 2021 at 1:55 PM

Fuck the both of them. Move out and move on. And don't let either back into your life.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 18, 2021 at 2:00 AM

I am Bisexual, yes. However my experience with other men is quite limited. I've sucked cock before and it felt like I naturally fell into that role of being the one on my knees. From the video my housemate definitely has a bigger cock than me and was making my girlfriend make sounds I've never heard from her before.
When I think of him pounding her it makes me feel so outclassed and weak which turns me on I think. Sometimes it feels like it completely overwhelms me and I do find myself reaching for my cock now to be honest, I find it humiliating but hot at the same time if that makes sense?
I've started thinking of sucking his dick after he's cum inside her and eating her pussy after his cum in her also.
So maybe you're right? I don't know...

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 19, 2021 at 3:31 PM

OP,

Now that the box has been opened, you're thinking about it a lot, aren't you? You didn't say in your original reply, have you been bent over and fucked by some alpha with a bigger cock and a dominant streak? Is it something you would consider experimenting with while you were far from home at some gay bar or adult arcade?
Have you taken the next step yet and approached your housemate about that night, admitted it turned you on, and offered to suck him - whether your girlfriend is around or not?

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Heathen44

by Heathen44 on May 20, 2021 at 11:08 AM

The comment saying the box has been opened is spot on. Sometimes you just have to know when a real man has taken what is yours. When that happens, submit to him. Tell him you're happy to give him whatever he needs, whether it is your girlfriend, your mouth, or your ass. Sucking him off will the best feeling you've ever had. Trust me. Giving yourself to an alpha is the best feeling in the world after him simply taking it whether you want to give it or not.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 14, 2021 at 7:58 AM

OP here,

I've never been fucked, no, only sucked cock.
Holy shit all your comments are turning me on so much. The thought of my housemate just taking my girlfriend that day and feeling totally powerless to compete always gets me hot. He's a very straight dude though, I don't think he would be into me sucking him off. It would be so humiliating as well though, which is a turn on but o have mixed feelings about it, I don't know.

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