Discovering My True Colors

I got divorced after 30 years for a lot of reasons, but at the center we had drifted apart. She is a good woman, but she is also a difficult woman and as time went by she became more and more difficult. After my divorce I moved into an apartment and started to make a friends group of other divorced or single men. It was then that I met Jack, he was also divorced, had been a college professor and then went with a small company in an executive capacity. We got along well enough and had lunch once or twice a month.

I suppose that what developed was a bromance, he more than me, but loneliness leads to relationships that may otherwise not happen. I started to question his orientation, but I couldn't put my finger on it. But we were getting closer as friends and sharing more openly and on one occasion I shared something with him that I had not really ever talked to anyone about. How when I was a boy my neighbor and I became actively sexual, including having anal sex. I shared with him how much I liked it, the whole penis in the mouth and hand and being mounted. But I had outgrown that and moved on.

He shared with me that he had messed around a couple of times, in college and once as a professor with a student aid of his and he also had enjoyed the penis in the hand and in the mouth and he had also had anal sex with him. That relationship lasting three years. But he got married to another professor, a short lived marriage and since then he had not been deeply involved. He questioned me deeply about my feelings about all that and asked me to share what it felt like when I first put his penis in my mouth and more importantly what it felt like when he mounted me. I didn't lie, I told him I liked it, I just outgrew it.

We were at his apartment when he reached for me and kissed me I stepped back, but just as quickly surrendered to him. His hands were strong as he ran his hands over my chest and then put his hands around my back for a deep kiss. He was hungry to kiss, couldn't stop and I let him, it felt good and I suppose I was just as hungry. We got undressed and I took his penis and put it in my mouth and all those feelings came rushing back, my hunger for his penis was obvious and he moved us to the bed where we were quickly performing fellatio on each other.

I don't know, I suppose it is just something that comes over you. He caressed my bare behind and started to push his finger against my anus and he was soon on my back and his penis was penetrating me, I arched and moved to give him room and he was able to mount me to completion, withdrawing and slapping my behind with his bare hand. All that pent up desire had come up from within me and he obviously had as much a desire as me. I know now that it was probably this that caused my wife and I to grow apart. Jack and I became fast friends, and we became steady lovers and still are.

There is life after divorce, it may just not be around the corner you are first going to.