Homo Experience

I got rejected for a job I really wanted. I went down to the bar near my place to console myself with a Manhattan. A guy approached and asked if the seat beside me was open. He commiserated with me, told me the right job was out there, bought me another drink. When he suggested we go get something to eat I went along. Over coffee he asked in the most mater of fact way whether I had a problem with men having sex. He heard my pat answer, no, and asked if I had a problem, if I engaged in sex with men. Again a hard no.

He was nonplussed, said he was a 'homo', I looked like a nice guy, appeared to need some distraction, why not give it a chance. If I was uncomfortable, no sweat. His voice, his manner, I agreed hesitantly. At his apartment he suggested a shower together, a good practice before gay sex. Once showered he suggested we start with a bit of oral sex, he started and I followed. It wasn't bad, it was nice, felt nice and he noticed my enthusiasm, and his enthusiasm doubled.

After a few moments the feeling for something more took over and he was more than happy to go further. Once we engaged in anal sex I got cold feet, but it was too late he was already in. Resigned I stop tensing up and the experience got much better. He complimented me for self control, for giving it a try. After we dressed he told me if I needed relief to give him a call.

I'm thinking of it. Why not. It wasn't bad at all.