Loving The Wrong Man

We'd both admit to loving one another. Not just as siblings, but as lovers.
We're both married now, but have been having sex since our early teenage years.
My brother is totally committed to his family, and I love that he is. But he's also still my secret lover too.
We have the most amazing sex when and if we can. Which obviously due to lockdown has been extremely limited of late.
Our libidos match. Our sexual tastes match and my love of anal sex matches his ultimate desire to fuck my rear hole with his enormous cock.
My marriage isn't as tight as my brothers, but my husband does try. However I feel trapped, in as much as I always want and need my siblings love and anal attention.
Last night was our first sexual liaison since lockdown, and ya'll should believe me when I say we fucked for hours. Visiting me with my husband on his night shift, we had sex every which way. And I gloried in taking every inch of my brothers cock down my throat, and oh so beautifully deep up my asshole.
If we could have, we would have slept together overnight, as we did many many times as teenagers. But he had to get home.
Leaving me with an ass full of his cum, I played with and fingered my pussy, ass and clit until I fell asleep after yet another orgasm.