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Gay Stories
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Gay Male / 65
Knowing It
I had been married and struggled with gay desires for years. It was after my divorce and deep down inside I knew I was deeply attracted to men especially men older than myself .Yet I kept trying to date women and live a straight life .I had sexual encounters with men on occasion when I gave into the need for cock .Always I thought it was a temporary fix and I would just go back to women.
It was the spring of 1995 when I discovered how deep and permanent my homosexuality was .Previously I had gone to gay bars ,cruised in parks or adult book stores for temporary relief .One day in an alternative paper I noticed an ad for a gay dating line .You could call the number, pay for minutes and create an ad .It was a more deliberate way to meet a man so I tried it. I talked to various men and one man connected with me in a way I had to pursue. He said he was 48,gay divorced and worked as a janitor .He sounded very easygoing and friendly on the phone and lived alone. He suggested we meet up for drinks at a local bar .It was a low key straight bar in his neighborhood and I agreed.
I walked in and noticed him right away from his description. He was sitting there smoking a cigarette ,tall and slim looking with greying short slicked hair older looking than his age and masculine .He did not look gay nor did I so a straight bar was suitable .We sat and talked and felt chemistry right away. I am 6ft 1 and he was a couple inches taller though I have a more athletic build. He admitted he was 58 not 48 and was worried I would reject him because of his age .I reassured him I was fine with 58 and I liked older guys. He smiled and eventually we went back to his place .He had a small basement apartment in an old house .We had a few beers and were feeling frisky and it started with some deep french kissing .I was turned on and so was he and we were soon naked in his bed .He gave me an intense blowjob and swallowed my cum .I loved it and returned the favor .His cock was a decent size and cut and I sucked on it eagerly .It took him quite awhile to cum but eventually I had my reward. We shared a cigarette and I spent the night in his bed as he blew me a second time then I could sleep .With Al during our affair I discovered I wanted gay sex and needed it and I was meant to be with men .I would have stayed with him except for his excessive drinking which affected his erections and he often passed out. He would not moderate his drinking so I left him. He did teach me that a man can be just as loving as any woman.
It was the spring of 1995 when I discovered how deep and permanent my homosexuality was .Previously I had gone to gay bars ,cruised in parks or adult book stores for temporary relief .One day in an alternative paper I noticed an ad for a gay dating line .You could call the number, pay for minutes and create an ad .It was a more deliberate way to meet a man so I tried it. I talked to various men and one man connected with me in a way I had to pursue. He said he was 48,gay divorced and worked as a janitor .He sounded very easygoing and friendly on the phone and lived alone. He suggested we meet up for drinks at a local bar .It was a low key straight bar in his neighborhood and I agreed.
I walked in and noticed him right away from his description. He was sitting there smoking a cigarette ,tall and slim looking with greying short slicked hair older looking than his age and masculine .He did not look gay nor did I so a straight bar was suitable .We sat and talked and felt chemistry right away. I am 6ft 1 and he was a couple inches taller though I have a more athletic build. He admitted he was 58 not 48 and was worried I would reject him because of his age .I reassured him I was fine with 58 and I liked older guys. He smiled and eventually we went back to his place .He had a small basement apartment in an old house .We had a few beers and were feeling frisky and it started with some deep french kissing .I was turned on and so was he and we were soon naked in his bed .He gave me an intense blowjob and swallowed my cum .I loved it and returned the favor .His cock was a decent size and cut and I sucked on it eagerly .It took him quite awhile to cum but eventually I had my reward. We shared a cigarette and I spent the night in his bed as he blew me a second time then I could sleep .With Al during our affair I discovered I wanted gay sex and needed it and I was meant to be with men .I would have stayed with him except for his excessive drinking which affected his erections and he often passed out. He would not moderate his drinking so I left him. He did teach me that a man can be just as loving as any woman.
