I hate my neighbor soooo much. I know this is not healthy for me but I just can't help it. She moved in a little over a year ago. She is a real estate agent. She seemed really nice and business like. At that time (8/2003) I was very depressed and took an overdose of pills. I have since been in counseling and am on meds. I confided in her. Stupid on my part I know. Anyway she told my neighbors about my sucide atempt. I have lived next to her for just over a year now and have never said anything to her about this. Today she came over and accused my son who is 16 of called her a hooker. She waited until I left to do this. I came home and went to her door. One thing led to another and she said "Why don't you try to kill yourself again?" At that moment I saw red. I ran to her door and as she tried to close it I shoved my foot into it so she could not. I called her so many names, like cunt and bitch. I just lost it. I would have beat her down if my 16th yr. old son had not pulled me back. I feel like a total maniac right now. I have lived her 14 yrs. She has been her 2. I would like to run out of the nieghborhood, have any suggestions how I can accomplish this?? I live in California. Any suggestions would be great.