My Secret Sex Life

My first orgasms were with another boy at age 14 in 1970. We would just suck each other but after about a year he didn’t want to anymore. The times bring what they were I was terrified of being outed as a fag. I over compensated and chased any girl especially the sluttiest ones.

I tried being straight but in my early 30s discovered adult video stores. Initially I’d go and jack off. This progressed to letting guys suck me off.

I met a hot younger woman and 30 years ago we got married. Sex was great and I discovered I really enjoyed eating ass. As time went on I started sucking cock at the video stores. I eventually gave my ass to a black trans with 9” cock. She came in me which got me so excited I came hands free.

In 2001 she and I got into swinging. It was fun but I wanted to also have sex with the men which is mostly frowned upon. All told we fucked about 200 couples since 2001. Also in 2001 I started checking gay hookup sites. As time went on my wife’s interest in swinging and sex in general has waned coincidentally mine has also for swinging. But not for sex particularly gay sex. I truly have no desire for women. I want gay sex in all forms! Since 2001 I’ve easily been with 200+ men. Top bottom anywhere in between. I’m a closeted homosexual