When I Was Around 13

When I was around the age of 13 one of my friends game over and it was late at night. We were looking at porn together when he decides he wanted to masturbate. I won't lie I felt pretty awkward with him jacking off right next to me. I remember we were watching some Ultimate surrender porn and he asked me if I wanted to play a little game. I was still really awkward about him just jacking it right next to me but I said a timid "sure."

He said we should jack each other off and who ever cums first has to finish the other off with their mouth. I was really hesitant but eventually caved and grabbed his dick and then he grabbed mine.

I thought I had the advantage because he had been stroking for a little bit but a mixture of how humiliated I felt, the sensation of someone else touching my dick for the first time, and the fact that I had to use my left hand on him while he had his dominant hand on me proved to be my down fall.

Now he doesn't have the biggest dick and we were young so it was probably just a good 5 inches at that time but when I lost and he stood over me ready for me suck him off... it just felt so intimidating.

As I took him in my mouth I could taste the pre cum and him going in and out with his hands on the back of my head, I felt so used and for some reason it felt right. We hadn't discussed where he was going to cum but I thought he was at least going to warn me, but I guess that wouldn't have been humiliating enough and he pulled me in I gagged a bit and he came..... not really a big load but a good amount for me to really get a taste as he twitched a bit.... from that moment I knew are friendship was over... that wasn't the last time he had me suck him off that night. I Basically became a cock slut to him. At first he would ask but it became a habit it for him to just stand up and take off his pants and I would obey. Most of the time in private sometimes in a more exposed area.

About five months in he took me from behind. That was a little much for me at that time and I finally called it off, and we sort of drifted apart and I felt really used after that.... like If I wasn't his toy I wasn't anything. Probably messed me up a little bit because I'm still that way with guys.

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by Anonymous on Jun 13, 2021 at 10:30 PM

Isn't it sad how our first experiences define us?
I was forced to have sex with my fosterma when I was 15. She had big tits , a fat ass, a wide hairy pussy. I felt like shit. I came all the time but it fkkd with my head.
In my .."freetime" I started hooking up with guys cz they were so different from her.
I couldn't stand pussy or big tits. It's been 9 years now and I am into boyish girls or men in general. Curves and stuff jst fkk with my head.
The b*tch left me scarred for life

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