The Wrong Way

I started dating this dream girl a few months ago. Way above my station but somehow I talked her into a date which led to a couple more and then, to my amazement, sex and a relationship. She is just painfully beautiful and clothes don’t do her justice because her naked body is perfect. So we were going along great but the entire time I just felt like I wasn’t good enough and my own lack of self-esteem was nagging at me though I tried not to show her. She actually said that she loved me first even though I had wanted to see it for weeks. The sex was fantastic but she would never let may get near her vagina without a condom as she Phobic about getting pregnant. I admit now that let my self esteem issues get the best of me when I was moving some of old college belongings and I found an condom that I believe was actually from high school so more than a dozen years old. It was so old that even the packaging was dry and splitting. When I found it my mind was silly and I put it on my nightstand. A few days later we went to dinner and drink some wine when we got home she was horny and he started making out in the living room and I did all I could to edge her and get her as wet and anxious for release as I could. By the time we got naked she was literally begging me to put a condom on and fuck her. I grabbed the old condom and as I stirred open I was afraid that it was going to come apart before I even got it on. She was watching me, her chest heaving and her legs already spread wide. I had not even gone down on her yet and her pussy was so wet it was glistening in the low light. I very carefully rolled a condom over my incredibly hard fully engorged cock. As soon as I successfully got it on she pulled me on top of her and moaned loudly as I slid inside of her. I began to fuck her And she was almost screaming and switching between kissing me deeply and biting my chest. As I begin to pick up speed I begin to worry that the condom might hold but just as I have a I felt the familiar Clinch of her ass cheeks and the low growl that I knew were leading up to her orgasm I suddenly felt skin on skin inside of her pussy And I knew the condom had broken. The unbelievable feeling of that skin on skin contact And the thrill of knowing I was about to fill her beautiful pussy with my seed caused my ballsack to tighten And I knew I was going to come almost immediately. I barely held on until she was in full orgasm And then released shot after shot after shot of my seed deep inside of her. After literally 10 or 15 deep strokes of shooting cum into her I pulled out and we both collapsed. I watched her and her chest was heaving as she breeze heavily trying to recover but showed no signs that she knew. Finally after I caught my breath I feigned shock insert oh shit baby. I got on my knees and I said look. She looked at my cock and the broken condom it was wrapped around the base of my dick. She immediately reached out to her pussy and said oh God baby you came inside of me and I’m pretty certain I am ovulating. I expected her to freak out and get really angry at me but she really didn’t she just said she was Also so Turned on that she didn’t even realize it either. So we took a shower and And she washed really good but when we laid back down and started kissing again we both get turned on and to my delight she said that there was no point in me wearing a condom again we would have to make a decision in the morning if we wanted to do the morning after pill or something. So we had sex two more times that night and both times I came deep inside of her. We had a discussion the next day and I basically let her guide it and said I would be supportive either way. We didn’t do the morning after and after a couple weeks she told me she felt like she was pregnant and we got A test and it showed that she was. We went to her gynecologist a week later and confirmed it. Once again I let her guide the decision but when she finally put it on me and said that she wanted to have my baby but she wanted me to be 100% and so I needed to give her my honest opinion. Of course I jumped at the chance and said 100% I wanted to have a baby and get married. We did get married and she is beautifully pregnant now. I understand now that she really does love me and is very happy and of course I am but I do feel guilty About the way I went about it. I will try and make up for it by being the best husband I can and a great father.