New Year's

well there's this superstition about wearing certain color of underware to attract good vibes come the new year. I'm not one to believe in those things but that one year n black being my favorite color i said what the hell n wore my favorite black pair of briefs.

new years eve came along went out with friends had fun but wasn't ready to go home just yet (I'm not gay I'm happily married now n ive had my good share of women in my early years) being passed 2am i posted on my fb page who was still up n where was the after party at. seconds later i get a DM of a guy i used to work with at the time, wouldn't consider him a friend he was just someone i would work with. he said there was still a party as his place that i was welcome to go over so i did, which at the time it was also perfect because his place wasnt even 2 miles away from mine.

so i get there, place was dead nobody was there except for him n his family already asleep. this guy was one of those Mexican gangster cholo looking guys but i always did notice something weird from him. so i get off ask where everyone is at he said everyone left, but something deep down inside of me knew where this was going. he asked me if i wanted to chill inside his car turned the music on n started jamming. so yea, it was exactly what i thought it was. there was this akwardb silence for like a min or so n then he asked me how the new years went for me, I didn't even answer his question before i found myself reaching over his seat n started making out.

never in my life had i ever had a gay experience not even on my head. not to brag but i have been with several women that ive lost count but that night idk if it was the alcohol from earlier that night but as we made out i reached over to his pants n started undoing his bealt n jeans as he did the same with me. we then started jerking each others cock pre cum all over our hands. he then leaned over n started blowing me as my hands were on the top of his head gagging him. this whole time i was thinking who was going to fuck who? who was going to be ontop n who was going to be at the bottom taking the dick and getting fucked in the ass. he then picked up his head and put his cock on his hand hinting i return the favor. i paused and just started at him n his cock in his hand, as i started moving closer to give my very first blow job ever i paused, reacted and just got off the car pulled my pants back up and drove off. idk what it was that stopped me, ill admit inside me i did want to blow him. have his cock inside my mouth until he finished flip him over and fuck his tough gangster looking ass but i didn't.

never saw him again, maybe i was scared that he would say something at work and ruin my reputation of being a "ladies man". that and the fact that he was my sisters friend, they would hang out n she would tell me she always thought he was gay. he tried reaching out a few times but i never replied, never have i spoken to anyone about this until today. nor have i tried experimenting again, but to be honest it does cross my mind to find someone to actually go all the way n try it for once. sometimes when i watch porn as every guy does theres times where i deviate n start watching trans gettitng fucked, that's something that turns me on. fucking a full tranny legs up, dick hard stroking it up and down all while fucking its ass.

i dont think im gay becauses it just crosses my mind once in a blue moon, but when it does it gets me so hard like no other. but never again have i worn black underwear on new years eve, maybe i should next time you never know, superstitions might be real!