How Do I Move Forward

I am a gay man in my late thirties. I am currently working with a man in his late sixties who offered to help me with some business problems. We went out to dinner the other night and I invited him into my apartment. He kissed me and fucked me. When I was sucking his cock he peed in my mouth. I got angry, he didn't give me any warning, not that that would matter, he peed in my mouth.

He left after that, I went to bed angry. What had been a welcome thing became a negative thing. I didn't call him for several days and missed my next appointment with him. He came to my apartment because I wouldn't answer the phone and told me to get with, he was going to pee in my mouth and I was going to swallow it and that is what it was. Get used to it.

He peed in my mouth on the kitchen floor, because there is tile there. I swallowed what I could, but most of it ran down my face and chest onto the floor. He then fucked me.

I don't want to be a bitch, but he wants me as a bitch and either I am his bitch or he isn't interested in helping me or being with me. I've never been in this situation before. I should also say that when he fucked me both times he didn't use condoms and he won't.

I agreed to meet him downtown at a club. He wants to introduce me to his friend group.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 23, 2021 at 12:31 PM

Guy has big dick attitude. Does he have the cock to match it?
At his advanced age, he doesn't seem to have any qualms about taking what he wants and forcing an issue. The question now is how far you're willing to go to get the help he's dangling out there like a carrot. You've already felt the stick in this case. He's pretty plainly told you that your wants don't factor into your "relationship" and he expects you to go along with anything he demands because he has the wallet. You say "no" to anything he wants and he will close his checkbook and go home.
Pissing down your throat is a simple starting point he can use to gauge your compliance. Your acceptance marks you as a submissive, a freak, or a thorough mercenary who is willing to trade that much self respect for the promise of future money.
So the short version is a series of six questions:
1. Is the amount large and crucial to your business?
2. Is servicing him sexually the only way to get the money, the most expedient way, or the cheapest?
3. Are you already openly living as gay or are you hiding behind the closet door in your business life?
4. If you are closeted, will him outing you to his friends [who are probably business types as well] cause you any problems personally or professionally?
5. Do you actually know anything about his group of friends? Since you aren't emotionally bound to the guy, do you think he'll want you to service them bareback as well?
6. This is the big one. I'm quite certain you know most whores [and don't kid yourself about your status in is eyes] get their money up front. How much do you trust him to follow through with the cash after he [and perhaps a few of his friends] have used you for some non-specific time as a breathing sex toy, catching cum and piss in all of your holes, and licking all of theirs?
If you can honestly answer that you can deal with a crash course in whoring and trust him to have the cash at the end of your association, go for it. If you can't, you need to either get some reassurances from him that will stand up to scrutiny or walk away and frantically scramble for funds elsewhere.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 24, 2021 at 1:49 AM

Must say I am awestruck at the extraordinary perceptiveness and intelligence of the commenter.
OP, read it and understand it. Whatever you do you own it. And make no mistake, you will be owned in every sense of the word.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 26, 2021 at 7:49 AM

To the op, yes you own it and I found out that at a early age. Since my earlier teens I've been attracted to "Daddy's and Granddaddy's." My firmly fresh bottom puckering just before their gnarled thick cocks penetration with the pat on my butt "Just relax baby,you're gonna love it " reassuring but it still hurts a little was all of that. Toys and g*fts of money, cute boy's underpants, panties made for me being the boy bitch worth it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 12, 2021 at 9:47 AM

Get rid of him. OR THE HIS WAS DOWN & MAKE HIM THE HIS TH WITH YOU & YOUR BOYS!!! HE NEEDS TO BE TAUGHT A ROUGH LESSON. PERIOD!!!

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