I'm Not An Ice Queen, I Wanted Him To Earn It

This is dumb but here goes. My roommate, we are college friends, claims she is a lesbian. She had a thing with this other woman for a long while. It burned out and now she's single. I have a coworker that is hot for me. Too hot. I kept him at a distance. He showed up at a party my roommate and I went to, mutual friends. He pressed me until I gave in to a kiss and feel.

He drove us back to our apartment. He pushed his way in and wanted a drink. He went for me, I pushed back. He turned to my roommate and just like that he had her on her back giving her dick. Afterwards, he stared at me and told me I lost out.

My roommate, the lesbian, sleeps with him. He makes a point of shoving it in my face. The door to her bedroom is never closed so I hear everything, every groan, every dirty word, every sigh. I'm going crazy, he won't touch me because I was a slab of ice to him. He just rubs it in, giving her all of his attention.

Yeah, I'm jealous. I was going to let him in, but he had to earn it. I'm not an ice queen, if he gave me the chance I'll prove it.