Nothing to be ashamed of. I'm wishing I could have my daughter's bbf.
Were you in the 9th grade when you let him tap your pussy? Was it at his house with your bff and his wife absent? Or did you take a chance one early morning or late night?
Was he your first? Was he good? Big? Did he take you bareback and leave a big load in your pussy or mouth?
Was it a one time thing or did you give him multiple chances? Did he ever call you by his daughter's name?
Well first off, Anon 3: Ew, just, ew
InSayShabell: Yes just the once. He tried a few other times but I just wasn't going for it again. Mix of guilt and and well, reality. He wasn't at all like I pictured or imagined, and all that flirting up to that point just seemed so right, but when I finally crossed that step I was scared and he wasn't so kind to me then. I didn't feel like I was living my fantasy, just a tool to satisfy his. He wasn't my first, thankfully, but it was very much an experience I wasn't ready for nor a gentle one.
Another_55er: There's plenty to be ashamed of! It wasn't just like I lied to myself over some silly crush, but just how much of an experience it was that rocked my self esteem or my honesty to my bff.
Well first off, Anon 3: Ew, just, ew
InSayShabell: Yes just the once. He tried a few other times but I just wasn't going for it again. Mix of guilt and and well, reality. He wasn't at all like I pictured or imagined, and all that flirting up to that point just seemed so right, but when I finally crossed that step I was scared and he wasn't so kind to me then. I didn't feel like I was living my fantasy, just a tool to satisfy his. He wasn't my first, thankfully, but it was very much an experience I wasn't ready for nor a gentle one.
Another_55er: There's plenty to be ashamed of! It wasn't just like I lied to myself over some silly crush, but just how much of an experience it was that rocked my self esteem or my honesty to my bff. ~G
Are you from Michigan? I know my stepdaughter was crazy about her bff's dad at that exact age. He also wouldn't have been her first as she first gave it up to a boy at 14. She mentioned on more than one occasion how much she fancied older guys like a couple of her friend's dads and a couple of teachers. I often felt like she had found a way to be with him.
