My Gloryhole Confession

I'm a straight guy who found out it doesn't really matter who sucks your dick if you love getting your dick sucked. I grew up in Boston, there used to be an area called the Combat Zone which was adult bookshops, strips joints, adult movies, peep shows and hookers. I hung out there in the early 1980s.

My friends and I used to sneak into the Naked I strip club and once we got thrown out we'd hang out at a place called Boston Bunnies. They didn't check IDs. The place had peep booths where you bought token and watched porn loops. They also had booths where tokens opened a curtain and you could watch nude girls dance. They also had hookers in lingerie walking around who would give "private dances" in booths which were really blow jobs, I never had that kind of money but the girls and the atmosphere was incredibly sexual. For awhile this place was the holy grail.

I remember one loop I loved-it was porn star Kimberly Carson getting fucked by a big dicked guy who she rode and who then came on her. This was a huge turn on long before the days of porn on demand. A few times I was there alone and things I didn't really understand took place. I had no idea what a glory hole was but several times guys whispered to me through them. I once walked into a booth and there was already a guy watching a video who told me I could stay and watch. He had his dick out and was jerking off-I watched the video and watched him until he came then I got out if there feeling very horny and very confused.

When you're in the booth, guys will try to open the door. Back then I thought they were just seeing if the booth was available but they were really seeing if they could come in to blow whoever was in there. One day a guy tried hard to get in and was saying loudly that he wanted to blow me. I was a horny straight 19 year-old not ready to let some guy blow me.

Fast forward to when I was 26-27 and long stopped visiting the Combat Zone. One day though I stopped in when I was in the area and Boston Bunnies was long gone, most of the sex shops was gone but there was a new adult bookstore that had nice new clean booths and I went in. The old school loops were gone replaced with videos you could skip through. There were a lot of gay vids unlike years before. While flipping through-my eye caught a video of two men in a sixty-nine sucking each other's dicks. Thin in-shape guys, shaved cocks and balls the video focusing right in and me getting turned on. Very confusing, I'd never had any interest in men but watching this was a turn on. I watched then make each other cum taking the loads on their faces and mouths and shit it turned me on.

I went back a month later and for the first time, I jerked off in a booth, watching that same video. Over and over I went back to jerk off to the same video while the same types of guys tried to open the door or just gave me looks inviting me to take a blow job.

One day I went back and the video was gone. I flipped through until I found a video of a bunch of big dicks sticking through holes in the wall and I was introduced to glory hole blow jobs and I got off to it.

Fast forward years-I'm in my early forties, it's been more than fifteen years since I had visited a booth. I discover the fun of on-line porn. I looked for some version of the old 69 video that was such a turn on and never found anything that was close. I did find the exact old loop of Kimberly Carson getting fucked and it brought me back. I found glory hole vids by the dozens and enjoyed them but it was never like visiting the sex charged atmosphere of a sex shop.

I wanted to experience that again. I found a place in Rhode Island called Adult Video News. They had booths and the internet said glory holes. Being horny and curious I stopped in. I enjoyed some videos, saw the same old assortment of guys hanging around, and yes they had glory holes. I would take a booth and ignore the guys who wanted to blow me but I'd let them watch me jerk off through the hole. Started going a lot. A few guys stuck their dicks through the hole and I took the first step of touching and stroking dick. Enjoyed it, got used to it but wasn't ready for more.

One day, I was jerking off. I had the booth door secure. There was a bunch of guys there and they were trying my door over and over. The lock must have come lose, the door popped open in mid-stroke, a guy entered saw me stroking and reached for my dick. As soon as he started to stroke me I came-like immediately i just exploded cum and he loved it. He was saying "oh yeah look at all that cum." I looked up and some other guy was looking in the door as this guy used his hand to drain my balls.

I got out of there feeling all confused like how could I let a guy get me off and why did I cum instantly. I held off for awhile then went back. For months I jerked off to videos debating with myself to finally let one of the guys blow me through a glory hole. I found a video that I loved. It was a mom teaches teens to fuck video of a busty mom eating out a young girl with an old school bush it was a huge turn on for me. I jerked off a bunch of times while resisting the urge to let a guy suck me off.

One night being super horny, I stopped in, got the video up and running and watched it again. I was never that into the part where the guy joins the women, I love the older woman eating out the young inexperienced girl. A thought had been in my head. Just stick my dick through the hole, and watch the video for one minute. If no one does anything pull my dick out and jerk it. if someone touches it, I can't pull out until the minute was up. Dumb but it kind of took the decision out of my hands.

I watched the beginning of the video, got hard and slid my dick through the hole. I didn't think it would be more than a thrill. I didn't think anyone was in the booth but in about 30 seconds I felt lips on my cock. I jumped but held steady-a guy was sucking my dick. After ten seconds of his slowly sucking my dick, I felt and onrushing orgasm. Like crazy fast it bubbled up and rushed to the tip of my dick. Long before the minute was up I was ready to cum. I tried to hold off, to find it, But there was nothing I could do. I shot my load ten seconds into the blow job it was crazy and it felt incredible.

I felt guilty and confused but got horny again and went back. Did the same thing but no one sucked then A guy was at the hole, I needed it and stuck my cock through and 15 seconds later I came. This was a pattern, me watching that awesome video, and random guys sucking my load out in seconds through the glory hole.

One day I purposely left the door unlocked to see what would happen. A guy came in, got on his knees and sucked for about 45 minutes before I came. That became a pattern, through the hole a fast orgasm, in-person long and protracted.

One day the video was gone and nothing came close to the same turn on. I still came but now it took much longer. I got very used to men sucking me off. It feels great and I love cumming and I know longer care if its a guy sucking my cock, I just want to feel good and cum.

So I'm a guy who will still occasionally go to a bookstore with booths (Adult Video News is now gone too but there's another place across the street where it's more dirty and nasty). It's upped the level to where I get horny like I was a teen again and get my cock sucked dry in more of an open atmosphere with guys watching or sharing.

I still consider myself straight but there's some level there because I just can't stop at this point I love it too much.