Not Knowing

For nearly a year I was seeing a guy in his late forties.
It was a purely sexual relationship, and believe me, the sex was amazing.
We'd lick, tongue, suck and fuck pretty much from the moment I arrived at his place, to those last beautiful moments of him cumming up my arse, hours later.
I love anal sex and he is extremely well endowed and able to have me orgasming time after time.

Out of the blue when he was picking me up from town to go to his place, my mother walked around the corner. She said his name first, obviously knowing him and then asked me how I'd met my father.
Neither of us, I swear, knew. And yet I always had a feeling he was special to me.
We quickly made out we'd just met and my mother thankfully took that as the truth.

They split up when I was only a few months old, with my mother cheating on him with another woman. He was around for a couple of years, then as I've found out recently, moved over to Spain.
He'd literally only been back in the country six months when we met at a gym.
Straight away I fancied him like crazy and soon we were having the most wonderful sex.
That was until my mother saw us together.

The sex stopped, but knowing who we were to each other, we've carried on a more father daughter relationship, seeing each other once a week. However I cannot tell you just how much I miss him sexually.
He's been the best lover I've experienced by far, and I'd readily have him back between my legs in a heart beat.
But mostly I miss him taking me anally with his large penis.

Recently (After lockdown) I've mentioned subtly to my father that I miss our times together. He's told me only a couple of weeks ago he sometimes wishes we didn't know about one another in terms of family, as the sex was so good.

Last week, a little drunk from drinking wine, ill admit. I sent him some naked pictures of myself. His response was to message back saying I was beautiful, sexy and extremely hard to resist.
I know obviously we shouldn't, but next week when I visit his home, I'm going to seduce him again. I miss him too much not to.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 6, 2021 at 5:02 AM

Are you on the pill so he can enjoy using all of your holes bare and cum wherever he wants without worry? Have you started fantasizing about having him knock you up with the same impressive cock [how big, incidentally?] that impregnated your mother?

Was he your first anally? Did you like being taken that way from the start?

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by Anonymous on Jul 6, 2021 at 2:21 PM

I recently came in here to write about my relationship with my son. I became pregnant as a teenager and gave him up for adoption. Over the years I built a life for myself, even moved abroad, married tried to children have children and became a widow. Now in my 40s, my son tracked me down as an adult. We eventually met and our relationship developped... sexually (for the full story, check my entry "He Came Back Into My Life").
We basically live like husband and wife now, keeping the true nature of our relationship secret (the fact that he came from abroad and we don't even share last names helps a lot), but on the outside we look like your everyday couple. He's an extraordinary lover and, despite knowing it's "wrong", I can't imagine feeling more fulfilled by anyone else (sexually or even emotionally).
Your situation is more complex, because you would have to be EXTREMELY secretive about it, you'd be unable to kiss or even hold hands in public. It's frustrating. And relationships of this nature are not for everyone, but if you guys are open minded and feel you work best as sex partners than family, you might as well take the risk.

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